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2009-07-23T12:58:00.001+08:00

I'VE MOVED! --> http://sheiswalkingon.blogspot.com/

2009-07-14T21:02:00.002+08:00

Hey Guys, will be moving my blog away soon.

Still thinking of a new URL.. Wahaha! And gonna keep it private too.
Don't worry, you wont lose track of me one...

Anyway, if you have any nice and suitable URLs for me, do tag in the board yea! :) Thanks!
Will update the new info soon!

2009-06-06T23:04:00.003+08:00

After 2 months of SOT, i really gained alot of knowledge and of course, the encounters with the Holy Spirit. There are just too much to talk about. If you had been following my life, you'd know :)

Entering SOT is the best part of my life and what im doing now. I really feel stretttcccched, especially having to rush to work everyday after lessons. But nevertheless, i know with Him, i can do it! It had been tough as some of you know that im not very strong in my health, my immune system is weak. He's always faithful. I'd never been so sick as frequent as i used to be..

Anyway, coming to SOT, there'll bound to have ups and downs. And one of the saddest thing is to bid goodbye to one of my buddies before we even get the chance to graduate together -- Mr HeXing! He has really impacted my life deeply in his attitudes of serving and positivity. I can still remember how he sacrificed for the team, waking up early in the morning to prepare fried rice for our team breakfast. This really touches my heart. Knowing that the last 2 weeks of SOT before his NS enlistment, he chose to continue to serve in the SOT support choir daily without fail. His positivity for PO, even he know that his enlistment day is coming soon, he still fought for the chance to enter into SOT. All i can say is, 'Buddy, im really proud to have a friend like you, a team-mate like you! Thank you for all your encouragements and your never-ending battery! Your smile never fails to brighten up everyone of our lazy mornings! :) All the bestttttt for your NS!'

Alright, I guess i have to stop procrastinating and find excuses, its time for me to get back on my assignment!! Will update soon! :) BBBBBBBBYYYYYEEE!

2009-04-03T23:18:00.002+08:00

God has been indeed faithful towards me in the 1st week of my SOT. Its really about 'molding'! I really thank all those who had been keeping in prayers. Its really not easy to crucify my flesh in the morning, waking up at 5plus in the morning for PM, ending my lessons at 1pm and then rushing to work and ending work at 8pm. To me, its very tiring!

Nevertheless, I began to experience God is such a great way during SOT, like what many will say, SOT is like a 'honeymoon' with God. Every lesson, all of us could felt the presence of God so strong and encountering Him like i never had before.

Above all else, i want to thank God for placing me in such a wonderful team, Team 25! Im excited to see great friendships to be made and everyone's of my lives changed in a greater and mighty way!

2009-03-21T14:43:00.003+08:00

I've been looking forward to this weekend and next week for a very long time. :P

Sunday - Lester's Farewell, we are going to have a company BBQ party. As such, im in charge of preparing the sushi and buying the food! Whoo! Cant wait to go 'shopping' with my collegues.

Monday - Working from 11am-8pm, shop for nesecery items for Genting.

Tuesday - Working from 11am-8pm, make sure my job is done for the rest of the days when im not around. And im gonna rush home to pack my things and get ready for Genting!

Wednesday - Gotta wake up super early to go Genting! :) 7.30 am at Boon Lay Shopping Centre Terminal.

Thursday - Genting!

Friday - Back from Genting.

I cant wait to take all the thrill rides in Genting. Its gonna be awesome! Just wanna thank God for a nice and understanding Boss, Weijian. Let me share with you what happened. I was supposed to have dinner with my uncle and sisters yesterday night after work and im ending work at 8pm. He got me to leave 15 mins earlier so that i wont be too hungry. :) He may have higher expectations but i really appreciate his understanding. Praise God for this job!

Another thing is, yesterday he asked me what do i want to eat on Lester's Farewell. My answer was of course, SUSHI! *grin* So Yew Wai say, ' eh, ya lor, Felicia, when are you going to make sushi for us?' I was like... HUH?? ... So Weijian ask me if i can make sushi for them. I told him, 'But... but.. my first time leh. You all dare to eat meh? i mean i can try la...' So his reply was, "nevermind, just make for us. Remember to take the receipt and claim from Cal" My mind was in great joy! I mean.. I can make sushi the first time without paying?? And there'll be people eating?? WHOOO!

Alright! Its time for me to buy some ingredients for sushi-making!....

2009-03-20T13:36:00.002+08:00

Quiz Time ..

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
(i think thats why i also have a desire to be a counselor, hehe)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
( Dear, feel honored? keke! )

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
(ohno! did i ever do this before??)

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
( Yea! 学到老。。Im learning as much as i can now though.. ）

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
（This is so true! If you know me very well, there are alot of desired jobs that i really want to work as)

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
( Thats why im always learning to pick myself up!)

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
(haha! Dear, i know you sure agree this de lor! Day in day out, i've always asking you what should i wear :p)

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
(Also very true... Beware! :P)

Ever took this test before. Im more convinced that this test is true. :)

2009-03-17T14:07:00.006+08:00

Unity is POWER!

I really believe in this sentence. And i really thank God for the unity with my sisters.

Together we went through the hardships,
Together we went through the happiness,
Together we went through the pain,
Together we encouraged one another,
Together we praise one another,
Together we fight & argue!
Together we share the same room!
Together we met Jesus, our Lord!
Together we are united!

Thank you for being 'together' with me and staying beside me whenever i needed the both of you! I love you! :)

PS: I've completed my building fund! :) PTL!I'm ready to sow in SOT right now!

2009-03-15T23:48:00.002+08:00

Faith is never a dry technique or formula. Faith is a heartfelt attitude that persists in trusting and praying no matter how tough a situation may be.
-Pastor Kong Hee

I'm holding on tight with my faith & running towards Him every single day! Trusting in His promises....

2009-03-14T22:46:00.004+08:00

Guys, I've been accepted for SOT! ;) Just checked my mailbox. I'm so looking forward to SOT on 30 March. Ahh.. But the registration time is 8am. Its been a while since i have to wake up so early! *yawn* as my work schedule is 11am-8pm. Gotta adjust my sleeping time soon!

Well, had a great time watching movie with the CG.

Its worth my time watching! Its very thrilling and quite hilarious ;) I'll rate 4 out of 5 stars! && its The Rock. Haha.

Whoo! I will be promoted to MM tomorrow's svc!

2009-03-12T23:18:00.002+08:00

Its been a long time since i've been here and some of you has been asking me to update my blog. && Here I am! :D

''Life is full of changes. Changes are constant & constantly changing.''

These few weeks, my life is full of ups & downs, happiness & sadness, fruitfulness & emptiness, like some of you. But, 1 thing i always keep in my mind is, God is always faithful, and He will not deny Himself. At the end of the day, i know im able to say, My God is a GOOD God.

One of the things i really want to thank God for is the people He has placed in my life. People whom have shared the burdens in my life. My 2 wonderful & lovely sisters, beloved Dear & of course Bernice. :) Ever since N453 is established, the burdens that i have is slightly heavier and definitely i've learnt alot of things from her. Apart from that, i just want to thank her for her understanding towards me. Until yesterday, i spoke to her what had exactly happened to my life. But even before that, she has really been very understanding & caring towards me.

And of course, many of you have known that i'm going SOT this year. Im really excited for what God has instored for me this year especially in SOT. Im excited to see myself growing stronger, expanding my capacity and of course all the miraculous things that are going to happen. And before my SOT commencement & Dear's enlistment of NS, im going Genting with his cousins! I'm really looking towards that, imagine myself taking all the Theme Parks rides, whooooo~ (which are so much better than Escape Theme Park) hehe! and not forgetting SHOPPING!! keke~ a time of relaxation!

Lastly, promise, i'll update my blog as & when yea~ ;)

2009-02-14T23:39:00.005+08:00

OUR VALENTINE'S PERFORMANCE AT RIVERWALK...

2009-02-14T23:01:00.004+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day. This valentine was such a busy day and im super exhausted now :) Nevertheless, i really enjoyed myself with ShreK today.

Early this morning, I've to help out GB at JVSS. Was abit reluctant as i slept at 3am last night completing CG staff. But, Shrek volunteered to fetch me there. hehe. This week GB was combined with the BB. As such, i led games. It was a skill though -.- to shout in front of around 60 people on a room, taking the fact that many are sec1s and sec2s. After all. its a good experience. (:

After GB, i had to rushed to Simei to prepare for CG meeting. I was thinking.. how can i reach there on time? haha. Thank God i've got ShreK. But i can think of another name for him now -- Lewis Hamilton. LOL! He can race around Singapore every weekend. (lalala) When i got in his car after GB, he surprised me with a bouquet of roses. I simply love it.

Then after CG, our date started... He came to Char's place and fellowship my peeps first and we headed off to PS. As i've promised him for V-day's present -- G-mask his new Iphone. We took almost an hour to choose the design and its really cool. I love it loads. And Dear, i know you love it too :D After that, we headed to my all time fave, Hello Kitty Shop, the Sanrio. Of course, i simply would like to 'DWELL' there. Haha. But we had a reservation at The Manhatten. So, without further a do, i quickly shop for the things i really like and sslllooowwly walk out of the shop ;(

Manhatten was really delicious. Below are some pics of the food. . .

So, just let the pics do the talk, im just tired. =.=

Dear, i love you! ")

2009-02-04T18:21:00.002+08:00

Thinking of the future, there are so many many things that i really want to do.

However, when i think of my ability and weaknesses, i really felt restrained, struggling.
I really never felt this way before, so puzzled, lost and fearful. And i know this is not from my Heavenly Father.

After talking to Eric last night before LM, i really realised that there are so many wonderful things awaiting for me and they are all planned for me. I really felt an urge to do so many things. I felt a sense of comfort during the talk and i know its Abba Father encouraging me. I really love LMs. Every time i attend, i will definitely bring back something in my spirit. During the worship, the presence of God was really strong. I could not hold back my tears and kept weaping. I felt faith was arising in me once again.

I really the presence of God. I love my heavenly Father, Abba Father.

Right now, im considering SOT 2009. and i pray that i will make the BEST choice once again. I really need the wisdom of God.

Lord, i surrender every burden and doubts to you. I pray that You will send the Holy Spirit to lead and guide me in every descision i make. I don want to be selfish, leaving the kind of life i want. But let Your will fall upon me once again. Amen!

2009-02-02T00:24:00.003+08:00

Lion Dance at ShreK aunt's place was really fun! It has been years i witness a lion dance performance at a relative's place. Jaeden's really SOOOO cute!! You can see him in the first 2 photos =) right now, almost everyday i'll be able to see him as i'll be working for his cousin. YAY!!

2009-01-30T23:21:00.003+08:00

LOOK!! Grammy Star in the making! The original SK. LOL!

The POWER-puff girls...

This was taken with some of my cousins and my lovely grandma. And, look at me. How can i be SK's partner without a hat? hehe. (i've just survived through a Vietnam's war!!!) Hurray!

2009-01-30T02:06:00.002+08:00

hi everyone, just in case if anyone of you think that im missing from blogger, im still here =)
and im doing very fine these few days.

Well, i was just too lazy and tired to blog last few days. Just a short update of what im doing right now.

I've just ended my work commitment at Far East Flora. My official last day was on CNY's eve and i worked til the next day, 4am, which is on the 1st day of CNY, after my reunion dinner. It was tiring yet fun. You could see the crowd and the festive mood that Chinese have. Of course, the BBIIIGG lelongs that we have. And its really big! We have a Four season lime usual price at $138 which was sold at $38. Its ok if you or your parents didnt get any this year, come Far east Flora next year and im sure you will not regret with the mega sale - lelong. hehe.

At the same time, after slogging there for 2 months and leaving my colleagues was sad. I really want to thank God for putting everyone of them in my life. They are not only helpful, they are also very friendly. You will definitely not feel that you are left alone there. Of course, and my understanding supervisor, Su. She's always so patient with me, saving me with all my boredom. Hehe. And my 'neighbor', Lee Lee - Jia Lat! LOL! Without her, i think i will be left laughing alone. And forgetting the marketing peeps! I really miss them alot!

Right now, im still in the festive mood cause i still have yet to collect all the ang baos. Hehe. Will update some of the photos soon.

Other than the festive mood-dy, i told myself to sit down and think of my studies prospect. What im thinking right now is to get a private diploma in Early Childhood Education. I really have the fiery passion for kids and would major in this industry. Im really praying for God's divine grace and wisdom on me so that i can make the BEST choice for my future. Well, its true that im still young and i have the youth and time, either do i want to waste them. I would rather plan everything down, pray and fast over it! And im thinking to earn the fees myself. So im going to take a year off just to work full-time and earn the fees. I've talked to my dad and he's supportive in what i've told him. He said something that touched my heart: "Its not the finances that matters, do what you like and attain a recognized and good cert, so that in future you'll not suffer like Daddy."

Dad, i will do my best and not disappoint you again. Promise! I love you and thank you for your support!

2009-01-18T01:06:00.002+08:00

Its so hard to please Him and people together. and i've not changed from the start. i need to take some time out for godly encouragement. i'm totally wear out.

2009-01-12T22:27:00.003+08:00

I've never expect this to happen. As much as i'm upset, disappointed, lost, breaking down and don want to face the reality, i'll choose to praise Him. Knowing that, greater things have yet to come. There's no point appealing, it will only be 3 years waste of time cause i know it will definitely not going to be the course i had aimed. Though its a difficult decision to choose which path, at least i know that my God is for me, nothing shall come against me. If i really determine to go into the course He called me to, the only choice left is to retake. However, the fees are going to be a big burden for me. As much as i know He's my provider, there are still doubts in me that how am i going to have the money. I need a breakthrough badly.

2009-01-11T00:18:00.003+08:00

"Change is the Law of life. And those who look only to the past or present are certain to miss the future." - John F. Kennedy

2009-01-04T23:23:00.002+08:00

I just came back from Shrek's cousin's place. We went there for dinner. We were really glad that we made the trip. We met 2 Germans and they were his cousin's business partners. Sounds cool ya! We were talking with them about loads of things and they shared that they are Christians and looking for a church in S'pore. We invited them for this coming Rev John Bevere's service. It was really cool and got to know some of their culture. =)

Phew~ marathon starts tomorrow. We have to work 12 hrs shift everyday from tmr onwards. But of course, i have taken leave to serve God. hehe. Its gonna be tiring yet fruitful! Please keep us in prayers.

2009-01-03T22:52:00.002+08:00

Some of the Symptoms that you may have an Eye Infection:Chronic redness

Persistent Itching
Flaking of the eye lids
Discomfort of the eyes
Blurring vision
Watery eyes
Eye discharge
Eye pain
Swelling of tissue surrounding eyes or eyelids
Many other symptoms as well

oh no, im down with eye infection and with my ugly specky :(

2009-01-02T23:46:00.003+08:00

If i can make a choice right now, i really pray that i can be positive ALL the time.

Its a brand new year and yes, im excited.
Im gonna put away all my past victories and bad habits aside and lead a brand new year ahead.
There are so much things that i have to learn and improve on and move on.
Im gonna stop looking back!

2008-12-28T22:03:00.002+08:00

Counting down to 2009...

God has indeed been very faithful to me this year. There are so many things to praise God for! Let me just list a few down, yeap, just a few. hehe.

reconciliation between my mum and me.
a blessed relationship with ShreK.
strength and wisdom during examinations.
expanded my capacity in CG ministry.
went to Batam at least once this year.
financial blessings.
good health upon my Dad.
wonderful members who are so active and supportive.
increased of hello kitty stuffs! =P

and many many more...

There are really loads of things that i want to thank God. But i believe, 2009 will be a better year. Im looking forward to my new school life, a stronger relationship with ShreK, more time with my family and Ah girl, new faces in the CG and of course, changes! =) Greater things have yet to come!

2008-12-27T13:42:00.002+08:00

The photos we took with ShreK's mum new won camera! =) and with his new hair style. waha~

2008-12-25T21:39:00.001+08:00

its christmas. neveltheless, the reason why we are celebrating is because of Him.
And this is really a great video! enjoy!

2008-12-25T20:33:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas! =)

This year Christmas was a good one. Got to spend with my dearest and family.
Yesterday, went to fetch my Dad, step-mum and my lil bro, anwar from harbour front.
It was really a happiness to be able to see anwar this christmas. I had never ever thought of it. =P He still remembers us! He's going to be 4 yrs old already and he's super cute!

After that, dear and me went to his cousin's place for a BBQ dinner. Super sian! cant really eat anything there! Sob sob! but its alright. Can cut some fats! hehe! we stay til quite late cus i found a few of my mahjong kakis. hehe =P

Brought anwar for service this morming. Didnt get to take any photos with him. Argh! But its ok, anwar's coming back very soon again. We even brought him for service today. Initially, he was supposed to sit with me, but we are too near the stage and he was afraid. haha. and he kept saying, ' kor kor serkoon!' and immediately i know that he's finding dear. No choice, have to bring him to dear a while, or else, i think the security guard is going to come near me! lol.

In the end, he sat with my sisters. After service, we had a christmas lunch over at my god-mom's place. Oh my! its been 3 yrs since i've seen her. SO happy to see her this time. Oh well, will find time to visit her more often. And of course, there were loads of good food! hehe. Couldnt eat alot as haven't get well yet ;( had a talk with her and realised i really miss her. Cant wait to see her again! Anwar was super active over there. Kept playing non-stop, it was so diffcult to let him have a seat, kept running around. Was really like a baby-sitter though.

2008-12-22T23:22:00.002+08:00

I really hate the feeling of being sick. Its been more than a week. Almost everyday im struggling with this issue - sick. Fever, cough, flu, sore throat, tummyache, and bodyache and DOCTOR have suddenly became my friends. or rather, rivals. I want to be set free of all these. I want to have a health-rry christmas!

2008-12-17T23:17:00.003+08:00

Yesterday is History,
Tomorrow is Mystery,
Today is a Gift.

And, right now, im treasuring every moment in my life.

And i thank God everything that He gave me.

Lastly, im holding onto every moment that i spent with him and thank God every single day for him in my life! =)

2008-12-15T19:47:00.002+08:00

Just a quick update of what im looking for everyday! =)

Working at Far East Flora was good. Im starting to look forward for work every day right now. With a supervisor who always strive for excellence made me even want to complete things with excellence. With 'smiley' colleagues brightens my day every morning. With their 'snowy' jokes made me to never fail to wear jacket every time when i enter office. With all the different plants, flowers and the recent christmas trees never fails to put a smile on my face. I even took pictures of all the plants i love. Will upload soon. =)

Today, its one of the few times i seen Dear so excited. Let me share with all of you a piece of good news! =) Just yesterday, he was talking to me if he should take over FEF in future. Well, to me, i always felt that, that was a very good decision. So, we were saying we can reach out to the Myanmar workers, cause they are really nice and they are all alone in S'pore working. Other than a job, a shelter and food, they really need good friends who will stand with them. So, we can reach out to them. And today, as he was having a conversation with one of the workers, Joshua, he said that he's a Christian. WOW! and, actually, majority of them are actually Christians. No wonder Dear's so happy and came to the office to tell me this news! =) When he told me, i was so touched by their response and this piece of news, and i cried. They said that they really want to go to church. But because of their working schedule in S'pore, they cant. In fact, in Myanmar, they go to church weekly without fail. They even find out which church in S'pore offers Myanmar service so that they can try to attend and they say they misses church alot. Its really very heartwarming when i see them trying to look for chances just to attend service. Well, right now, i'm going to dig out all my CDs to let them know how the BEST, NO.1 church in S'pore praises and worship God. Dear and myself are also going to bless them NIV bibles this christmas. Though we are going to spend some of money and sacrifices are needed, but we believe that we should be a couple that's a blessing to others. And i'm so happy that we can be a blessing to them. =) we are so excited to invite them for this Christmas. Praying hard that they can be off that day.

2008-12-04T20:42:00.002+08:00

see. sometimes people entertain me too. =P
my lovely sis tagged me to do these THIRTY-TWO questions!

1. Who is the person who tagged you? Ah mei!

2. Relationship between you and her? the 'twin' sister. haha.

3. Five impression of her? CRAZY! owl. ( sleep so late everyday!) lame, lovely and of course, cute!

4. If she becomes your enemy, will you? of cos not!

5. What would like to say to the person you love very much? You are the BEST! =) ( zhu, when you always help me to clear Ah Girl's shit, you know i always love you? ) hehe.

6. Characteristic i like about myself? alot leh. =P

7. Characteristic i hate about myself? still thinking leh.

8. For the person you hate you say? I give up!

9. What do people feel about you? so.. what do you feel about me? =S

10. Your crush? HUH!?!??

sorry, ting. im too tired to con't the quiz. haha. if you have anything, just come ask me la. i see you everyday leh. haha.

ok. let me just briefly talk about my day. It was a fruitful one. =) For work, i went Far East Flora admin side to help today. Felt very satisfied =) reason being, when i was in Goodwood, i always have nothing to do AT ALL. Most of the time i was staring in blank spaces and probably, the computer and the phone. Really nothing for me. Everyday, i was just counting down for lunch and end work. But today, over at Far East Flora, i felt that time pass so fast. I love it! i love to be busy with things. And its good to be busy, sometimes. Busy with work, CG, ldrs meeting, relationship, fighting time for my sisters. i love to spend my time with fruits. =) So what are you busy with?

2008-12-01T23:13:00.007+08:00

I was on MC today again. =( was really coughing very very very badly. vomited almost after every meal. Dear gave me morning call this morning and told me that he will apply leave for me today. I felt really bad though, i just started work within a week and yet i'm already on 2 days MC. Of course, after the morning call, i went back to my lala land =P

Soon, it was Dear's lunch break. He called and i thought he wanted to asked me if im feeling better and have i took my medication. ( DR CHIOH! ) However, he too, took a half day off 'cus of his terrible headache. We both, need a healthier body now. Despite of his headache, he still make his way to my place to take care of me. He's really sweet. =)

After resting at my place for some time, he decided to bring Ah girl for grooming today. So, we made an appointment at Holland V Pet Lovers Centre. Finally, the day that all my family members' are waiting for have come. Her hair can cause a lot of naggings. haha.

She look super cute now, but abit hairless. LOL. Purposely don want to update the photos to keep you in suspense =P.

While waiting for Ah Girl, Dear and me hang around the shop and we saw different breeds of dogs. So, we were discussing what breed of dogs should we get when we get married one day. So funny. I want a small dog so i can carry around but Dear insist big dogs. HELP! and if you know SK, he's full of 'reasonable excuses', making me in a dilema. HELP!

PS: Little pig was with us. haa. oink oink!

i love Dear and Ah girl. ~ and of course the little pig. =P

2008-11-29T22:39:00.006+08:00

Went Delifrance with Dear. hmm~ we didnt really enjoy ourselves though...

Dear had a burger meal. look at the burger, its almost the same size as my face. LOL! the beef patty is quite nice. =) too bad, i cant have alot too. coughing =P

and this is mine. Pasta. I love PASTA! but this is the worst i've eaten. the one i cook is even nicer lor! and its quite expensive =(

2008-11-29T16:20:00.002+08:00

Every year after a conference, we will never fail to sing this song. and every year this song always keep me reminded of all of my friends, whether are they from church or school. This year is a very significant year for me. My last year of secondary education, many of us are going to different polys and JCs to pursue our education, some if them are also entering NS. I'm gonna miss them! All the times that are spent together. And of course, NPCC, all the tough times and joy we went through as one. all the 'tikan' periods made all of strong!

For church, many came, many went. I really miss every one of them. =)

and, my beloved west cluster. i miss everyone of you too.

Just want to let every of my friends know that, you are missed! many of us are working and studying in different prospects, leading different lifestyles. But, remember, keep shining, keep smiling! =) thats what friends are for!

i love all of you!

2008-11-28T16:00:00.006+08:00

Im on MC today! =( and I've been sick for almost 1 week. Since asia conference.

My chest is in pain now as i've been coughing and vomiting since last morning. Everything that goes inside of me will be outside of me too. =X

I realy want to thank God for Dear during the last few days. He always try to be beside whenever i need him. Right now, both of us are working near each other. Every morning, we will either take a direct bus or his mum will fetch the both of us to work. We having almost the same working hours and flexible lunch break. So, we'll try to comprehend each of our time and work load to go for a good lunch! =) And after work, we'll either go to his place for dinner and then send me home to rest, or we'll go to the nearby coffeeshopSSS near my place for dinner. I find everyday to be so sweet and new for the both of us. Though on the journey to and fro from work may not be long, we still try to talk to each other what we have learned during work, the funny jokes and colleugues that we have in our departments and every bus ride and lunch is so fruitful!
Oh no, i think i side track alot le! =x Back to the main thing that i wanted to say. I really thank God for Dear by my side. Last night, after dinner at his place, he sent me back to rest. He knew that i feeling very unwell, he stayed til quite late, taking into consideration that he havce work the next day. He even volunteered to take me to the doctor before he goes to work. Before he left, he took medicine for me and ensure that i swallow them. ( if you know me well, i hate to take medicine )

Anyway, ShreK is really so sweet. Im so blessed! =) Dear, thanks for all your constant prayers!

Now, im still sick with fever, coughing and vomiting. Please pray for me.

These are some of the photos we took during A.C. and credits to cass =)

with the msians ( CHCKL ). we knew them while queueing up. =)

AND the *unglam* photos starts here!

2008-11-25T21:10:00.002+08:00

'There are bound to be disappointments in life' - Pastor Kong.

Then how many times will we get disappointed every year, month, week and day?

Yes, i was very upset and disappointed for the last few days with certain things. I started to doubt many things. Misunderstandings, miscommunications can really lead to many unhappiness. Unknowingly, these had cause upsets and disappointments, not only to me, but to many.

Many times, i tried to cheer myself up with all the funny things that happened, jokes which people had said, funny remarks that people made. However, i realised all these doesn't run a long way. In due time, all these will be 'expired'. I don't wish to comment anymore things. I know and He knows will do.

At the end of the day, this is what i want to hear.

Matt25:21
"His master replied, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!'

and my master can only be Him.

I really want to thank all my friends for their constant encouragement. Especially ShreK. =) Xie le!!

2008-11-25T00:10:00.000+08:00

A leader is an example, a role model in his or her speech, conduct, love for God and people, attitude and spiritual life; he or she is to be an example of faith, purity and consistency.

A leader doesn’t have to be perfect — but people do not care how much you know, but how much you care. God is not looking for gold vessels, but yielded vessels who are willing to reflect the love of God through their attitudes and actions.

2008-11-21T02:06:00.002+08:00

WHEN THE STAGE IS BARE TONIGHT
THERE'S NO ONE ELSE
JUST YOU AND ME
WHEN THE CURTAINS CLOSE BEHIND
THERE'S NO PRETENSE
I'M ON MY KNEES

I WILL LAY DOWN MY LIFE
FOR THE LOVE SACRIFICE
YOU GAVE TO ME
IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
ALL BECAUSE OF YOU

THE GOD I KNOW
RIGHTEOUS AND HOLY
THE GOD I KNOW
FAITHFUL AND TRUE
THE GOD I KNOW
MY TOWER OF REFUGE
HEARTS ARE HEALED
CHRIST REVEALED

THE GOD I KNOW
LIGHT OF THE CITY
THE GOD I KNOW
STRENGTHENS THE WEAK
THE GOD I KNOW
YOUR HEART BEATS WITHIN ME
AS YOU ARE
SO ARE WE
SO ARE WE

THIS IS MY CRY
MY ONE DESIRE
MORE OF YOU
MORE OF YOU

THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
RIGHTEOUS AND HOLY
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
IS FAITHFUL AND TRUE
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
A TOWER OF REFUGE
HEARTS ARE HEALED
CHRIST REVEALED

THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
LIGHT OF THIS CITY
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
STRENGTHENS THE WEAK
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
IS STRONG AND MIGHTY
AS HE IS, SO ARE WE

Asia conference is not only the time when breakthrough comes, renewing of my mind and keep focus on Him once again, its also a time whereby i am reminded of what CHC have done all these years- - MS care, a lending support to the poor and needy, assistance to the dysfunctional and needy families, for the terminally ill patients, SiChuan Earthquake, overseas humanitarian work, etc. Watching all the videos that are being played these few days really touches my heart deeply. Nothing matters more when you know that you are playing a part in their lives in their darkest moment of life.

I love to be part of CHC, and im proud to be part of this wonderful and awesome congregation.

Being touched and impacted is one thing, being upset and angry is the other thing. While was having a nice day with good weather, somehow at the end of the day, when everyone is tired, she have to be unreasonable. I really cant understand. I believe she thinks that she was right, well, not everything. Im just too offended to bring up this thing. I pray, in future, she will be more sensitive to the people around her, to radicate assumption. Your 'nature' doesn't make you right all the time. Authority is not to be misused!

Felicia, let go and let God!

2008-11-18T20:49:00.003+08:00

This afternoon i met up with ShreK to cut his bushy hair and watch Sing to the Dawn =) hehe. Finally, i managed to catch to the show. =D i like very lok kok lor. The movie was being screened on 30 October and today is 18 November. Keke~

and i love the theme song.

Dreams they really can come true. Just -- believe. You will never know if you never try.

2008-11-17T00:36:00.002+08:00

YAY! Today im so satisfied with myself =) This morning i went to Jurongville Sec to help in the GB camp. Though i wasn't from GB, but i very experience with camps ok! haha. It was really a wonderful experience. Doubtless, with my cute and cheerful nature (opps!), makes me feel part of them. When they call me 'officer', my eyes was like -.- haha. but its a pleasure. hehe.

I was in the camp for the whole day mingling with the girls. Some are them are really lame while some are really shy. And some cute ones =) haha.

Needless to say, investing my time with the girls means i can't visit my ShreK. But, its worth it, for Him =) But i really miss him. So happy when i heard that right now, he can consume liquid food. AND! He can walk already. Still remember the day before i went, he wants to sit on wheelchair also have to ask for the doctor's permission. How i wish i can be in the hospital today to share the joy with him.

Matt 6:33
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

Alright, im turning in soon already. Tmr his mum's gonna fetch me to the hospital in the morning.
I miss you dear.

2008-11-15T23:15:00.002+08:00

It has been 3 weeks since i went to sunday expo svc with my CG. This month is really packed with alot of events, which are on sundays. Sometimes, i really feel very bad, leaving all my kids there. Same thing, tomorrow i won't be able to join them as i will be helping out in a GB camp. I really miss my CG and my kids. Finally, i thought i can spend some time with them after my exams, but it doesn't turn out the way i thought so. =( This week, i can't even turn up for CG due to SK's condition. I'm really looking forward for A.C. Its not only when i will receive a breakthrough in my personal walk with God, expanding my capacity to travel everyday from the west to the east, its also a time whereby i can really sit down and talk to my kids. I really miss them and love them!! They are always there to encourage me though im their leader. Their love and encouragement has never failed to leave me. =) I love my kids!

Saying about my kids, i really touched by their love for God. For eg, Charlotte. She's the prayer meeting warrior in my CG! =) She went PMs every single day during the prayer week. She even went for the service PM at 8.15am. She' s always excited for God and BS. All of them have strong love for God. Its really a pleasure when i hear them saying, 'Xueli, i want to be a COC!' Xueli, i want to be a CGL!' 'Xueli, can i have more responsibilities in the CG!' All of them are only the average age of 13 yet their love for God and serving can be so strong! =) They are the most ONS people i've ever seen. Whenever i assigned them to book seats, they never fail to say, no. They are always positive with the tasks given to them. I'm so proud to be their leader! =)

Next, i'm so excited with the coming up, Jurongville Secondary GB! =) Soon, we are going to take over. I'm so excited and eager to see lives changed, salvation made and friendships formed! Tomorrow we are going to meet the girls the first time, praying for favor. =) A wave of revival is coming!~

Today is the 2nd day that ShreK is in the hospital. PTL! He look so much better today! In the morning he called me and said that he can be transferred to the normal ward, im so happy for him. Right now, he's waiting for monday for another scanning. Praying that nothing goes wrong.
We can speak to the mountains of sickness! No weapons formed against SK shall prosper! He shall be healed in the name of Jesus!

I love you dear. And i love you Jesus! =)

2008-11-15T00:49:00.003+08:00

Seeing you lying on the hospital bed, my heart sank.
You have been really strong, still smiling at me when you are still in discomfort.
Seeing you smiling really made me stronger.
You still joke with the doctors and nurses when they are attending to you.
I'm sure you are the best patient they ever met.

I really can't bear to say goodbye to you just now.
How i wish i can be by your side, staying beside you.
I miss you. Miss your voice, your presence, your smile and your laughter.

This song is for you =)

I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad,
Carry you around
When you're arthritis is bad
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you
I'll get you're medicine,
When you're tummy aches,
Build you a fire
If the furnace breaks
Oh, it could be so nice,
Growin' old with you
I'll miss you,
Kiss you,
Give you my coat
When you are cold
I'll need you,
Feed you,
Even let you hold
The remote control
So let me do the dishes
In our kitchen sink,
Put you to bed
When you've had
Too much to drink
Ohhhh, I could be the man,
Who grows old with you

Remember this song? this is the song you sang for me even before we are officially together =)
Just want to tell you, I wanna grow old with you too!

Rest well and get well soon ok?
I love my ShreK! =) will be praying for you.

P.S. thank you, zone for praying for him. =)

2008-11-14T19:37:00.004+08:00

ITS OFFICIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The day has finally come. After waiting for almost a year, SK and I, we are finally together! =) Both of us has been waiting for this day for so long. For this one year, we've really took the time to consider, pray and fast for this relationship. We took this year to know each other better. Its really been a fruitful year for us- getting to know both our past, weakness and strengths.

Thank God for bringing such a wonderful man of God into my life. Not only he is humorous, he cares and encourages!

I want to thank Eric and all the leaders for their blessings ad encouragement upon this relationship.

However, right now, he is hospitalised. His stomach is bleeding continuously and he is in the ICU for observation. Taking this time to blog while waiting his mum to get ready to go over to the hospital together to take care of him. Well, his mum drives. =)

Please keep SK in your prayers. He needs them. =) ok. Got to rush to the hospital now.

I love you.

2008-11-12T20:55:00.005+08:00

Surprise! is the word described today!

Really want to give everyone of them a BIG hug! =X

Last night, SK was asking me if i can go with him to Esplanade. He wants to sing along the river. So nice hor! But, i was very lazy and gave him alot of excuses to reject his kind offer. haha. No matter what excuses i say, he always give me a way. So, without any choices, i agreed.

Wah, then today, he blessed me with 'branded' chocolates! My favourite! hehe. Really very expensive. He bought 5 dark truffles and 1 hot pepper chilli choc and it was $13.20! haha. YEA! Its CHILLI chocolate! haha! but, i will never eat the chilli choc again. Its not nice at all lor. Can you imagine, chocolate and chilli?? keke~ Anyway, so nice of him. The dark truffles are nicee! ;D
Sigh, but it was raining today. So we found a sheltered area and sat and chit chat.

Ok, so what's the surprising thing that happened today? haha.
Suddenly, my COG appeared from the back and gave me a surprise! I was. . . haha.
So sweet of them, they came to give a surprise. They came to celebrate the end of my o levels., the start of my freedom once again. I was so touched. Really very touched by their gesture. :) They bought a card with blessings written in it and some cute vouchers. Shall update the photos soon. Haha. And a $10 note inside the envelope. They are blessing me to watch a movie, Sing to the Dawn. Haha, which i wanted to watch like so long ago. LOL! But, i going to watch this coming tues. hehe. ( finally!)
Plus, they prepared to sing me some songs. Melvin bought his guitar. Even though they are not very familiarised with the songs, i can really see the effort that they've made. They are really so nice. :) I love my COG!

At the same time, i was abit mad with SK. He knew all the plans and even planned it with my COG. No wonder with some many excuses i made, he kept persuading me to go Esplanade. Haha. But, i know he did it out of a kind heart la. Thank you! =D

After that, we went fellowship at MakanSutra. Its been a long time I've managed to fellowship with them. Really thank God for this chance. hehe. We had fun, jokes and laughter all around us. Sharing all the lame jokes that we have. And of course, SK will not give up this chance to SHOW his magic again. HAha. Mel was so fansinated with what he've done.

Thank you guys once again! I love you guys too! =D

2008-11-12T14:53:00.001+08:00

Felicia
14/10/1991

You are Orange Tiger who tend to be cheerful, carefree, pure and gentle sort of person.
You possess a relaxed atmosphere, and although you seem a proud person, you are actually friendly and open-hearted.
You are not cautious towards people you meet for the first time, and be able to act openly to men as well.
You possess extremely honest character, and never doubt others.
You are too ready to believe others, and are not terribly good at bargaining and tactics.
Your heart is too pure for that sort of things.
Your instinct and observing power is weak.
But you are intelligent enough to see things objectively.
Theory is very important for you, and therefore you are not good at fast action.
You are broad-minded person, and are well trusted by people.
You get too busy looking after the others, and may loose yourself.
You go about thing in your own pace, and you possess strong volunteering spirit.
But if something is unreasonable, you are very obstinate not to acknowledge it.
You are a person with strong sense of justice.
You can be optimistic towards life, and believe everything will settle just fine.
You like men who are well-dressed and smart, modern and educated.
After getting married you will be a caring wife, and tend to be busy going about doing lots of things.

Haha. I'm a tiger. But, i gentle and cheerful one. :)

2008-11-11T23:45:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i really wonder what would i be without God.

Without Him, i may not be even exist here. Without Him, i won't be where im today. Without Him, i won't be as confident as im now. Without Him, i won't be able to know so many wonderful friends in church in my life. Without Him, i don't even know what's my gifts and talents. Without Him, i may suffer from depression now. Without Him. . . I can go on and on and on. . There are just too many things. All these things came up to my mind today when i met with someone. She was from church and she's quite successful in her career today. Someone who used to serve God, once commit her life in CG and svc. Although she is not in church now, i guess God is still faithful to her, for where she is today. However, where she is today, is from God.

Whatever it is, i will never forget who is my blesser. I love you Jesus!

Anyway, went for LM today. Its been a long time since i went due to my exams. Oh well, thank all the leaders for the warm welcome. haha. It is really a blessing to serve Him in a ministry, seeing lives being transformed is my greatest honor! :) My greatest pillar of strength, other than God, is my lovely COG. They have really been my encourager all these times. Thank you, peeps.
Anyway, its good to be back with all the leaders. :)

Today LM is the most 'fruitful' meeting. Thank you, Careen, for all the good food. I even bought supper for my sisters. Chicken wings, chicken chop and OTAH! :) Im so full now. haha.

2008-11-08T22:03:00.002+08:00

To all my faithful readers:

Please help me a kind kind favor. Click on this link http://www.petloverscentre.com/PetMonth/participate.asp

and look for my dog, AH GIRL and vote for her ya! She needs your kind support in order for me to buy her more food. (especially BF period) haha!

Thank you guys so much. Remember to confirm your vote through your email. If you're not sure, can give me a call or leave a msg on the tagboard ya! Thank you! Do it FAST!!! :)

2008-11-07T12:37:00.002+08:00

Daddy is coming back tomorrow night. Super happy. It's really been a long time I've seen him. I missed him loads!

Yesterday, Auntie Dessy called and say my dad, herself and Anwar will be coming back to Singapore together this December. It just add on to my joy. Though i wanted to go Batam initially, i was even more happy that they can come over. Reason being, BF period, it will be financially tight! Thank God for a better solution! :) Like this, i can save money to fulfill my BF le. Can you imagine that few hundred dollars that can saved? haha. Its ok with me of there's no shopping. However, i just missed the food over there. Wah! It's a MUST TRY! :)

To her : How come must you CREATE so many problems? We just want PEACE!!!!

In times of frustration.

2008-11-06T23:53:00.001+08:00

I WILL LIFT MY HEART AND SING
I WILL WORSHIP YOU MY KING
EARTH AND HEAVEN NOW PROCLAIM
JESUS CHRIST THE MIGHTY NAME

THROUGH THE STORM AND RAGING SEA
I WILL NEVER BE ALONE
WHEN MY HOPE SEEMS OUT OF SIGHT
I KNOW YOU WILL SHINE YOUR LIGHT

ALLELUIA
ALLELUIA
ALLELUIA
ALLELUIA
TO CHRIST THE LORD

Super duper pissed off!!

2008-11-06T00:26:00.002+08:00

Firstly, want to take this chance to thank all those people who showed your care and concern on my situation. Your encouragement has encouraged me and is still encouraging me :) thank you so much!

I want to specially thank this person -- SK, the ShreK. All this while, he had been helping me and cheering me up. Though we are not officially together yet, you had sacrificed so much. You sacrificed your time and car petrol. If it weren't you, i don't know how to transport all my belongings. Thank you so much for your prayers and jokes. Oh, 5 more days! :)

Nevertheless, in this situation, prayer is my main 'food'. Today, went for morning PM. It was really great to spend my morning with my God. I felt so renewed in my spirit. :)

Today, i went home to pack up my things again. Expected, she is crazy again. I was just pissed off with all the vulgarities. But, i controlled myself. She broke her promise which she made it yesterday and she want the word, RESPECT?????!! Oh please. Sigh. My things are just too much to pack up! I feel like moving my entire bed and wardrobe lor. and my dressing table. and my mirrors. and my plates, chopsticks, spoons. and my rice cooker and all the pots!! and my toilet bowl!! all these things doesn't belong to her! What right does she have to own them? and of course my TV! Argh! She even wanted my sisters and I to return her the keys????????????????? Im VEEERRRYY superb pissed off by this!

2008-11-05T00:37:00.002+08:00

It was just terrible day. Its so hard to put in to words.
There's just a limit. A limit in the things that i can do. A limit in the things that i can control.
Right now, i just want to continue with my future and the things that i want to do and the things that i want to do. The past belongs to the past. The future belongs to ME! I hold it in my hands! There's no point for me to brood or cry over it. I know that's not the way either the solution. If you are not going to give way, neither am i. My sisters and i can live without you and even happier!

Lord, i know im imperfect in manyv ways. I see my weaknesses. Come and direct my path and show me Your way. I want to walk in righteousness with You. Things that i cant control, come and take over me. Come and heal my heart right now. Come and deliver me in Your ways. I serve a mighty and miracle God. No weapon formed against me shall prosper! Lord, come and do Your will in me. Let Your joy come upon me again.
In Jesus' mighty name i pray, AMEN!

2008-11-02T00:02:00.004+08:00

I bought a new snack for Ah girl.
She simply love the brand, BURP! She started having BURP food since she stays at my place. Every single time when we feed her with BURP, she will always finish the food very fast especially her can food. Yesterday, when i fed her the biscuits, she kept following me wherever i go. If you have a dog at home, i strongly recommend you to buy BURP products!! :) both you and your dog will not regret! haha.

Ah girl love it, i love it too!

2008-11-01T11:15:00.003+08:00

As i was on the train after CG, heading towards Clementi for supper, this person come up to my mind. Every day, i never failed to miss him. It has been almost 5 months since the last time i saw him. However, his image is still very clear in my mind. If i were to visit him now, it will take me around 4 hrs to travel. He sacrificed a lot for me and family all this while. He has seen my ups and downs, most of the time he was with me. He has seen how i overcame my problems. Though he is not someone who talks a lot, he is someone who cares a lot by his actions.

He is no other than my DADDY!

This is no other what occasions i want to share about him. But i really miss him alot. alot. alot.
I simply cant wait for December. I will only be able to go to Batam during that period of time.
I was still considering if i can go over due to BF. Sigh. I am going to save up and go over! If not i don't know have to wait for which holiday already :(

I miss Daddy!..

2008-11-01T01:44:00.000+08:00

2008-10-29T17:05:00.002+08:00

WHooo! really thank God for healing. my stomach feels much better now.

To all those who showed your concern, thank you for all your prayers and concern :) so appreciated!

Very soon, october is coming to the end. October is always the month of birthdays ever since i entered primary school. haha. its always the month that i'll be super tight financially. but, its coming to a end soon.

November is going to be a super busy one for me. Besides having O levels, ALL weekends are tightly packed. Not only svc and CG, but there are alot of events coming on.

2 weddings coming on- 2 nov and 9 nov. One of the weddings belongs to my dearest cousin! Times flies! He's getting married already! Still remember last time when i go to my grandma's place, he will always be there to play with me. So fun! but right now, he cant even regconise me :(

3-9nov. Life without prayer and fasting is never my way! This few days i will be commited to attend morning PM to prepare myself for the exciting events coming up! PTL!

7nov is the long awaited family night for the zone! finally the 2 months of blessings our parents have past! i can really see the relationship between my mum has improved. can't wait to bring her to Roland! :) and of course cant wait to the see the performances by my lovely sisters. They shared with me the rehearsals that they had. So funny!

After that, the day i'll be waiting is 11 nov le. Its the FINAL END of my o levels!! Just cant wait for that day! :) something GREAT is going to happen in my life! oh well, he just went to Lasik Surgery on monday. He must be super handsome now, without his specs! haha. 11NOV!!

15 Nov is my grandma's birthday chalet. Every yr, i'll try to be there. but this year, it'll be abit different. My grandma ask me to invite him along. haha. Cant wait to catch up with my aunties and cousins. its been along time since i talk to them.

Soon, Asia Conference will be on the way!! 19-23 nov! Another exctiting, spirit filled and faith filled weekend! Cant be missed!! AT ALL! i'll try to go for all!

Going to the end of the month, i'm going to end with my class chalet! 29 nov! I really miss 5A1! :)

WOW! thats my month of nov! its going to be a fruitful month for me! PLUS BF!

2008-10-28T21:48:00.001+08:00

Went to the doctor last night and he said that i have a stomach infection. ThanK God is not a very serious problem :)

Prayer creates results!!!

2008-10-27T17:30:00.001+08:00

Happy Deepavali!!!

This Deepavali is not a good one for me. im having high fever now and keeping vomitting and shit lor! Just now, i even vomitted orange juice. my paper is on wed! how am i going to study in this state?

God, i really need you. You are my strong fortress. Nothing come against me shall prosper!

Mum is bringing me to the doctor later. :(

2008-10-26T23:32:00.001+08:00

This is a movie that is worth to watch!

2008-10-26T23:09:00.002+08:00

What will you do when you are angry? When is the right time to be angry?

I have been thinking of this question since afternoon. There are so many things that someone will do when he/she is angry. Will you show it out? Will you tell others and start to gossip without you yourself realising? Will you vent your angry on someone else instead? Or will you just keep quiet as if nothing had gone wrong? There are so many things that can be done. . or is there a better way to release your angry? is there a BEST solution?

I came to think of it. There's no BEST way or solution at all. and the Bible says that its alright to be angry. But, to what extend should we not to be angry or to what extend should we be angry about? the little and slight things in life or the big things? I've no idea at all.

Its a point to ponder about. My patience is limited! Don't test it!

2008-10-25T23:07:00.002+08:00

I really need a healthier body! ! !

I had been having flu lately! not once, not twice, not thrice, but more than that. alot more. almost 3 days a week you will see me with my red nose. the amount of tissue paper i used had also been increasing non-stop. mum just bought some that day. i need to have tissue paper wherever i go, just in case. especially this period of time whereby i am burning mid night oil almost everyday, its even more prone for me to catch a cold. PLUS, the mysterious weather these days! Argh!

Yesterday, while preparing to sleep, i began to sneeze. once i start, its difficult for me to stop already. i couldnt help but to take some panodol. if you know me well, i hate to take medicine. haha. ( no one loves it anyway! ) but, no choice! after that, i went to take a rest. my nose was so block that i could hardly breathe, i hate that feeling! :( then, i realised that i could hardly talk. it was that bad lor. when i talk, i feel super uncomfortable. i felt so weak that when i lie that i could only lie in one direction, very 'xing ku' to shift myself. Soon, after all the torture, i manage to fall asleep.

Today, when i woke up, i still felt abit weak. But, Thank God, i didn't get worse. :) i felt much better. -- alot better! well. . right now, i need to find out what can help me to build my body. anyone? HELP!!

tired. .

2008-10-25T01:38:00.002+08:00

Today was much of a fruitful day for me. just went for supper. Whooo! im so full now. haha. Anyway, today had my maths paper 1. was pretty much disappointed with myself. thought i could have done much much better. really feeling quite low about it. but, its ok. i still have my paper 2 coming up next week. i believe that i can do better and learn from my common mistakes. :) after that, brought Mickey to the vet. found out that he have a scratch on his back. the vet say it may be a skin problem, cus he is a long hair pig or due to fighting with the other pig. haha. and he needed an injection. i was heartbroken when i hear that. having to see him with the injection. oh, he screamed like nobody else's businesss lor. after that, i rushed home and put him back to cage and met him for lunch-dinner. then head to a shot to fame. was tired! yawn! (o.o)

Impacted!

2008-10-19T14:09:00.003+08:00

Today service was amazing. Pastor shared about the 4 levels of a human heart works. They are thinking, visions and dreams, faith and speaking. whatever you say about yourself everyday does really matters, so be it positive or negative thoughts and confession. and he gave a very interesting example for it. i was amazed by it. and its the truth. here is a video that will be able to show you what's that fact. MUST WATCH!!!!

if you really want to know what im talking about, log on to youtube and search Masaru Emoto. you will find out alot there.

And im going to tell myself from today onwards: i can do well for my exams. :)

Your world is made up of the words you say! start to say positive things for yourself!

2008-10-18T01:02:00.000+08:00

After a tiring day, it feels so good to be entertained by Ah girl. She's super cute and well-liked by everyone who has saw her before. i love feeding her biscuits and fav, dog sushi snack. sometimes, she will even chase me round the house for her small little biscuit. ha. i love ah girl!! ^^

Today, mum blessed me with $100 to make a new spectacles. so happy! went to gek poh shopping centre to make. he sent my mum and i over cause we intended to go church straight away after that. after a long while of trying the specs, i finally make the decision on which to buy. haha. you're right! its RED colour. haha. and of course my pocket money is once again deducted cus its over $100. ha. but its worth it for a new specs! :) actually, im able to get the new specs today. i've planned the day. but, he had a phonecall saying that he got to reach church at 4.15pm. so he sent me home and of course we didnt head church together cus its really tooooooo early for me. haha. so i took my time to dress myself up and play with the giunea pigs and ah girl. well, of course im pretty late to meet up my girls. supposed to meet them 4.30pm at boon lay inter. then, 5pm at best. but i only managed to leave my lovely castle at 5pm. ha. of course, the same old thing, i took a cab over. when i reached Best, my girls are still not there. but, its ok. im not angry with them at all. saw zack and wei guang, managed to catch up with them. :) [its been a long long time since im shifted to the east CG]

Charlotte and charmaine went to bangkok and bought a set of couple T-shirts for me and him. and. . . its too early lor. haha.must wait til 11 nov then can wear. haha. and monkey bought hello kitty sweets for me. haha. i tried and its very nice. haha. even he said that its nice lor. so can you imagine?? lol.

Coming mon will be my chem paper. feeling quite stressed up cus chem is one of the weakest subject. really really. but, nevertheless, i choose to hang on for the next few days to complete the 3 yrs of chem i've studied. really crossing my fingers and praying hard for it!

2008-10-16T15:35:00.000+08:00

WOW! had a real fantastic week. celebrated my 17th birthday with everyone whom i can think of it now (: had a really good one! haha.

There are some pics here and im sure you will enjoy them. hehe.

Firstly, on sun - celebrated with my lovely CG, W411.

This is the beautiful card made by the future artist in my CG. . Xin jie! hmm. don't you think she's a great talent? haa.

AND. . this is the sweet sweet bag bought by the girls. haha..

of course, my birthday doesn't end here. i met my lovely sisters after that in the west for lunch. they too, celebrated for me at KFC. have no choice but to eat there. cus only have macD and KFC. so which will you choose??? ( after the maggots and rats incident ) haha. and so, these are my gifts. .

look carefully, its HELLO KITTY leh. haha. and an oreo? of course not. that's a smallie mirror. cus she wants me to look prettier day by day. haha. After that, we went home and mum surprised me with a cake! very sweet cake. not only in the taste but also the colour. haha. PINK again. Here it is :
haha. you know what's the funny thing? mum taught i love strawberry cakes cus i love pink. but my favourite cake is chocolate and black forest. haha. but, we still continue with the birthday song and the 'punishments'. too ugly to post about them esp the pics. haha. and my mum invited 'him' to come too. so you guys should know the punishments + punishments = ?? haha.

definitely, my birthday doesn't end here. too many celebrations. but on the day of my birthday, celebrated with him. haha. he gave me a hello kitty watch! which only the only edition and the ONLY one. haha. so happy! its HELLO KITTY again! whoooo! and of course, my black forest cake was there. hee. we went for a good meal in a very nice Italian Restaurant located along Bukit Timah. Yum yum!

but i have 1 secret today! ahhhh!! LOOK!!!

thats my study table! haha.

2008-10-11T01:40:00.000+08:00

wow! my birthday sets off with my COG! so sweet of them, gave me a surprise after CG today. so blessed by them. Thanks Yun Jie, charlotte, charmaine and cass. oh, they gave a super early surprise cause the char sisters are going overseas this weekend. so happy for them. they can go bangkok and enjoy and shop and shop and shop! and im in singapore studying. . so sad. haha.
By the way, the card that they made is so sweet and princess-sing... haha. i love it! this is the overview of the card :
Really thank all of them. sweet girls will then produce this kind of sweet cards! =D
Just want to tell all of you, its really been a blessing to be a leader over your lives. Its a joy to serve all of you. Hope i've impacted you in all areas and con't to shine for God in your studies! You girls can do it de! Jia you ya! i love you!!

2008-10-07T19:20:00.001+08:00

whhhoooo.. there are so many things that im awaiting for the rest of the year! Firstly, im waiting for my birthday! 1 more week. . im not too sure whats gonna happen but im sure it will be one of the best birthday! =D im gonna have a date on my bday! haha. oh well. . of course, not to be forget my coming o levels. so sad. . cause 2 days after my birthday, its my awaiting FIRST o level paper. Arrrgh! that's the main thing im waiting for this month. haha

well.. next month, its even more more fun! =D i just cant wait for my o levels to end!!! there are so many things waiting for me to do. haha. and im gonna be attached after my o levels. yea~! so, for some of my beloved girls thinking that im already attached, not so fast la! haha. wait ok? *smiles* and of course, after my o levels, im going to put my full concentration on my CG. Fellowship, fellowship and fellowship! its been a long time i have spend my time with them. i really cant wait for my o levels to end! (:

2008-10-04T01:37:00.000+08:00

haha. look carefully at the pic in the centre. its the OSIM RUBIK'S CUBE! amazed!!!

2008-10-04T00:53:00.001+08:00

these are few pics that mark off my last day in Hillgrove. Spot me if you can. . haha!

YES.. poor me. trying to get some rest during free periods. but, take a look! my head was nearly gone and gonna left in Hillgrove during the last day of school. LOL!

2008-10-03T16:12:00.000+08:00

today is officially the last day of my secondary school. last few months, i was telling my friends that how good if the o level break starts now. . today, out of the sudden, time seems to go so fast. oh well, i do miss the teachers in school. they had really make a difference in my lives. this is a summary of my thanksgiving for my teachers. if they pop by my blog, i'm proud to present them with these words :)

Mrs Valarie Loh :
Mrs Loh, thanks for teaching me these 4 years of maths. its really been a pleasure to be in your lessons. my maths has really improved throughout the years. without your guidance, i wouldn't have passed my maths. you're really a patience teacher. haha, don;t worry i will be back in school in ask you questions. =D

Mr Pan Zheng Tao :
Yo, Mr Pan! haha. you are one of the most kind and patience teacher i ever seen in my life in Hillgrove. :) serious! though you only taught me for one and half yrs and been my form teacher for half a year, you are always smiling no matter what. haha. ( you really look a dentist ) lol! anyway, your lessons are really interesting, really 'out of the box'. you are really creative. i've learnt alot from you. smiley Pan! :)

Mr Thiru :
Time flies, it has been 3 yrs. but yet, the 'chilli' in your class is still not rotten yet. haha. you had taught me alot values of how to be a better teenager and a better child at home. though sometimes i may fail my chem badly, you will always say, " relax, its just only a number. you still have time " haha. it always encourage me to do better the next time. but.. its seems like its even worse. don't worry, i'll study harder and do well for o levels. will keep you and your dad in prayers!

Ms Yong :
Though you left for overseas study last month, i really miss your presence in class. you may be a very direct teacher, i know you cares for us alot. no matter what, wish you all the best in overseas. hope to see you soon.

Ms Siew:
Firstly, wanna congratulations, lovely bride! haiya! wedding during our o levels! =D haha. thanks for your jokes and 'act cute' in class. it really brightens the class. haha. i will do well de, don't worry k? must worry for your handwriting. lol.

these are the few teachers whom i really want to thank them for their time and effort that was put on me. i really appreciate them a lot. of course there are still many teachers. but due to my headache, i will con't again. . ;)

2008-10-01T11:55:00.000+08:00

recently, i had a new member in my family. she has brought joy and laughter to us. she is always there for me when i need someone to talk to, when im happy. though she maybe abit naughty at times but its just her nature! and she's my dog, ah girl! haha. i simply LOVE her. my family love her alot. though my sister may be abit afraid to go near her, i believe she will also love her very soon. haha! here are some pics of her.

2008-09-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

this year F1 is 'crazy'. its held in Singapore. though i watched 'live' at home with my loved ones can never be compared being at the grand prix witnessing, i still enjoyed it man! thank God for TV. lol! i love Lewis Hamilton! he is so cool!

2008-09-28T01:13:00.000+08:00

What Choyxuelifelicia Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.

You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.

You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.

You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.

Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-09-22T15:18:00.000+08:00

yay! im gonna have a pomeranian soon! =D one of my friend's relatives wanna give away it. her name is Ah girl. i've seen her before. super duper cute! hehe. so excited for her! of course i'll also load some pics of her very soon!

2008-09-20T01:39:00.001+08:00

this is an old song by Hillsong. however, it is still one of the best written worship song i ever sang. whenever i was facing a mountain in my life, i will definitely worship Him with this wonderful song. i was always reminded of His faithfulness and goodness throughout all the storms i've been through.

2008-09-20T01:39:00.000+08:00

got back my prelims results. two words-- disappointed! and lousy! i really cant help but eager to quickly complete all of my o lvl 10 year series (except POA) waha! this prelim i really did badly. i think my L1R4 is really high. when i see my classmates top in the class, i was really happy for them. but when i went forward and collect my papers, i was. . . well, maybe i have not studied enough ( i admit ) true enough, i don't have enough time to complete my papers. (except POA) 'cause alot i don't know how to do. i really learnt that time conscious is really important during exams.

i know that God has a better destiny for me. and every decision that i make will change my destiny. i know that my destiny is not a F9 but at least an A. i realised that even if i don't do well this time, its not the final yet. i still have time to buck up. i know where i want to go after o levels and where i will go to impact more lives. however, i have to make a decision today! to study with 110% effort. meeting my friends soon! they are going to help me with my chem and POA! thank God for them in my life!

sometimes, juggling with studies and ministry is not easy. there will bound to be disappointments. definitely. some of you will know what im talking about. its really exhausting some times. trying to understand ppl but they don't understand you. expecting me to reply their smses and calls when they dont do that. sometimes, leading by example in really not easy at all. managing my expectations is the key and i know! sometimes, the word to use is 'numb', i guess. . . im exhausted.

2008-09-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

Its been quite some time i've updated my blog! Though its holidays now, how i wish i can have more time to finish up my things! its has been so long since i visited all my uncles and aunts and of course, my lovely ah-ma. so, this holiday is more of a time for my visitations. some of them i last seen was like... chinese new year! keke~ so, im still busy visiting them yea~

i went to mediacorp on mon to support Dreamfactory for their revival round. Its really exciting and mixed emotions. though they did make it for the semi-finals in Superband 2008, im still very proud of every single one of them! their sacrifices, time, effort, sweat are really seen this few months of competitions. Dreamfactory, i love you! Never give up, all of us are supporting you! (: cheers!

NS??!!??

2008-08-26T13:25:00.000+08:00

2008-08-26T11:26:00.000+08:00

There are so many challenges in life. one of the challenges in my life is time management. im really very bad in it. and without being to manage my time well, i realised that there are more problems! it has really been very busy for me. esp my exams are really around the conner. and its really around! now im having my prelims. time seems to go faster this time. my papers are going to start real soon. i've always felt that i've never studied enough. sometimes, i really felt tired and weary. i felt that my time is really running out. tired of travelling, tired of studying, tired of serving, tired of putting my best effort in the things that i do. even when i put the best that i can, the results didnt turn out to be the best. Nevertheless, I chose to cling on to Him no matter what had happened. God is really faithful. He always give the strength that i need, bless me with the time that i thought i cant have anymore, wisdom that i needed, grace that is always sufficient for me, favor among teachers and friends, put people in my life to help me. i need the rivers of living waters!

We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not
despairing; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not
destroyed.

2 Corinthians 4:8-9

2008-08-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

Life is indeed the precious thing that we can have on Earth, now! Recently, i have heard a few of my friends losing their beloved friends. I was really affected by what was happening in their lives. They were so young. and gone. When i heard all the different real-life stories, i really learned how to treasure my life and treasure my friends more than ever before. We can never know what's gonna happen the next day! im also gonna grab hold of every moment in my life. things that i can complete, im gonna complete with my BEST ability. I want to live my life with NO regrets! I want to live to the fullest every single day. I really encourage all of us to treasure the people who are placed to our lives! Don wait til they are gone and remorse over it!

East Coast Park

2008-08-08T13:47:00.000+08:00

Last sunday i went to East Coast Park with my sisters. .

This is what happened when you don't have a first-aid with you. .

This is my leg. .

2008-07-31T19:12:00.000+08:00

Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears My voice and
opens the door, I will come in to him and will dine with him, and he
with Me.

Revelation 3:20 (NASB)

My Cute Uncle

2008-07-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

I went to visit my uncle at West Point Hospital. What a joy to see him getting better by the day. :) Anyway, this is what my uncle do when he is bored. Enjoy~~

Look carefully! its a glove. . Haha!

Looks like he is enjoying himself with the balloon. . HAhA!

Touching Story between Man and Animals

2008-07-25T19:07:00.000+08:00

This is a extreme touching story about the lion and its owners.

Racial Harmony Day!

2008-07-25T14:43:00.000+08:00

These are some of the photos taken Racial Harmony Day ! My whole class wore the traditional customes (: so cool!!

Taken with my chemistry teacher. . Mr Thiru

Taken with my form teacher, Mr Pan

With Joyce Wang. .

Taken with Mr Bear, Boon Kiat. Haha.

Bye Ms Wang!

2008-07-22T17:15:00.000+08:00

Change is really constant. Ms wang has left us recently. I really miss her. Though i may not like her alot when she first taught us. . I still misses her, especially the way she walk with her high heels.. LOL!! kok kok kok kok... Last Friday was her last day at Hillgrove. My class did a farewell for her. Even it was just a short one, all of us enjoyed it. Actually, we also had a BBQ for her and Mdm Chan during the june holidays. It was also a farewell. She shared her speech. It was really a touching one, and it had touched me. I cried! All the best to you, Ms wang! No matter where you are, you will always be remembered! (: Here are some pictures..

Ms wang and me (:

This is designed by Wen Yang specially for Ms wang.

This is Ms Wang with the bear that was given by some of us...

Introducing to you my new CG..

2008-07-21T00:20:00.001+08:00

Here are some pics if you still have not get to see them yet. . This CG really loves to take pics! Have been with them for 2 weeks, without fail for every CG and svc, they will always take pics.. keke~ now i know why yan needs a camera long ago. .

During Service this week:

See us in black or white dress code? Thats right! you are not colour blind! haha! We are the 'hei bai pei' this week. Haha.

During CG BBQ at Zandra's place:

Look at me with the fishball . . The 'sunball' advertisement.. Is Hungry Ghost Festival coming? She had just escaped ! !
Swee Xiang with the umbrella trying to stop the rain from getting into the charcoals. .
The BBQ girls. .We're all wet! ! Look at our muscles! Guys, dont despise the ladies' strength hor.. We are stronger than what you think!!!

2008-07-19T00:46:00.000+08:00

Just went to my primary school's friend friendster and saw some of my past photos. Haha! I was like... Ermmm.. Rather speechless. keke~ I cant believe that it was me. Haha! You will believe what im saying when you have taken a look at my current EZ-link card! I can still remember, beginning of this year, i let Shan En see it, her reaction was so big that the moment when she saw it, she threw it in one side. You must be there to see her reaction and i'm sure your teeth will drop. Haha! I cant imagine how ugly and nerd i looked during my primary school days!

Here are some of the pics when i was in Secondary One with my primary school friends. It was taken when we went back our primary school to visit our teachers. . .

*DON'T LAUGH*

Let's take a look at some of my recent pics. .

monster is beside me ! haha!

Pick Me Up..

2008-07-17T18:42:00.001+08:00

I see your eyes, so gentle, so serene
I hear your voice, so calm, so comforting
I hold your hand, so warm so content
I lay in your arms, so firm, so assuring
I know who you are, I want to know you more

I see your eyes, so wanting, so greedy
I hear your voice, so cold, so mocking
I hold your hand, so reluctant, so tense
I lay in your arms, so angry, ignoring
I know who you are, i rather not know you

The day and night uses the same sky
Yet the sky contain two kinds of light.

Cruel Asians . . .

2008-07-17T18:11:00.000+08:00

Recently, i was reading about a issue of the Asian Geographic. It was the Love edition. There were many different articles in this issue, a lot of touching articles (:

However, there are also articles which i was very upset with. There was an article about eating dog meat.. Its so cruel and disgusting lo.. Yucks! I read this from the article saying, 'Chinese dog farmers cut the pads off their feet and leave them to bleed to death. . . Sometimes insert a funnel into the dog's mouth or anus, and pour in boiling water to kill and purge it at the same time.

Take a look at some of the pics on how the people to torture them. .

These are the caged dogs. .

How they control the dog meat. . .

The dogs awaiting to be killed..

I cant understand why some people can love dogs so much and some people can have their delicacies as dog meat!! Let's see some of the pics of the 'xing fu' dogs. .

2008-07-14T20:49:00.000+08:00

Today, im sick again. I didnt go to school. And.. Didnt went to support Dream Factory at Mediacorp. It was really irritating. Having sore throat and flu. When i woke up, i thought the sore throat can be gone after i brush my teeth but. . i was wrong. It became worst.

This year i was pretty weak in my immune system. Falling sick very regularly. Im really getting worried as o levels are just around the corner. But.. there's someone that i can rely on -- God.

"I am the Lord who heals you.”

Happy Birthday PPP! ~

2008-07-12T17:55:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Pang Ping's birthday on the 9 jul, in advance for a day (: We went IMM, Pepper Lunch! Yum Yum~ Here are some pics. .

This is mine (: keke~! with a butterfly on it. . but it doesn't taste like the way it looks.

Change is constant. .

2008-07-12T02:26:00.000+08:00

For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant,
but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who
have been trained by it.

Hebrews 12:11 (ESV)

There has been alot of changes that happened to me recently.

Firstly, its my time to wake up for school. LOL!! YES! Im trying to wake up earlier everyday to prevent myself from being late. Ha~ the next time i'm late, i'll see myself in the detention room. I would rather use the time in the detention room to do other things, not to waste my 'bao gui' de time. . Keke~

Secondly, i also changed my blog skin. . HA! For the benefit for those who are a bit 'auntie and sua gu', don't know how to navigate my previous blog. (you know who you are lo. . AUNTIE) hope that this skin will suit the aunties' taste.. lol!

Thirdly, I'm changing CG already.. Im going over to the east side to help out. Its time for me to rise up again (: So, if you don't see me in Jurong West svc, please do not think i have backslidded. . im just at the other side of the island serving.. haha! W398, I will definitely miss you guys! Hope i've impacted you as much as i wanted. My sub zone, I will also miss you all! Its ok! we will still see each other in zone events! (:

Lastly, i will definitely miss my 'laughing partner'. Lol.. SPONGEBOB! Though we will not see each that often, we still see each other in school, class and seats! One day, i will see you in weekly leaders meeting man!

However, all these changes are for the better. . (:

I want to be set free from. . . :)

2008-07-09T18:57:00.000+08:00

It has been a quite a long time since i posted. . There are so many things that happened that can be described beyond words. . Im actually quite stressed up with my school work. . Brrrrr.. . Everyday when i go to school, all i see are mock exams and... mock exams.. That's rather scary man.. Haha!

I guess i have to carry this for just few months and i'm set FREE!! Yea! Thank God for friends around me for their consistent jokes in class. . If not, i guess i will be meeting 'Zhou Gong' most of the time. haha! People like, Joy, Pang Ping, Zi hui and many many more .. Friends, let's Jia You together! :)

A joke to entertain you... haha!

2008-06-26T12:21:00.000+08:00

Caller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan (anyone)?

Operator : Yes, you can speak to me.

Caller : No, I want to speak to Annie Wan (anyone)!

Operator : You are talking to someone! Who is this?

Caller : I'm Sam Wan (Someone). And I need to talk to
Annie Wan (anyone)! It's urgent.

Operator : I know you are someone and you want to talk
to anyone! But what's this urgent matter about?

Caller: Well... just tell my sister Annie Wan (anyone)
that our brother Noel Wan (no one) is involved in an
accident. Noel Wan (no one) got injured and now Noel Wan
(no one) is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery
Wan (everyone) is on his way to the hospital.

Operator : Look if no one was injured and no one was
sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgent
matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have
time for this!

Caller : You are so rude! Who are you?

Operator : I'm Saw Lee (Sorry).

Caller : Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your
name!!

This was sent by someone ( sam wan ) keke.. Or are you the Sam Wan? ( someone ) lol!!

2008-06-25T18:49:00.000+08:00

Hi all, i'm still sick now! -.- brrrr!! Can't stand the feeling of getting sick. Still down with flu, cough and sore throat, nearly lost my voice this morning. Can you believe 'loudspeaker' having a bad throat? haha! i'm really down with all these. Well, loudspeaker can also don have batteries one day de la. keke!~

Anyway, just want to thank God that He placed caring friends around me show their concern to me. Call me, sms me and msn me. (so if you have not do all these things, you know what to do le ma? haha) thanks alot! Just want to let you guys know that i'm on my way to my recovery le. Xie xie ni men! Because i'm sick, i wasnt able to go for the ldrs mtg yesterday.. :( anyway, Mr Loh, Happy Birthday! Wasnt able to tell you yesterday. haha! cause i know your birthday today ma.. hehe!

Yesterday lessons was terrible! 4 periods of maths, 1 chem, 3 eng and 2 poa! but, i survived! hehe..

First day of term 3. . .

2008-06-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

So sad.. im sick on the first day of school. Didnt go school today! Missed one day of school makes a difference now!~ haha..

Anyway, today my form teacher called me. haha. Guess what!! its not Mrs Loh anymore.. Its Mr Pan!! haha! God answered my prayers man!! keke~ now, i'm more motivated to go school cause he is really a good teacher. Haha. and i enjoyed his lessons very much though. Hehe. And he is not bad-looking. ^^

My o level is coming very soon le! Got to pull my socks *high high* now! haha~

2008-06-22T00:35:00.000+08:00

And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace,
who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself
restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you.

1 Peter 5:10 (ESV)

I NEED A BREAKTHROUGH!!! I NEED YOUR GRACE!

This is my prayer today:

My Jesus, My Lord
You're the love of my life
Wherever you go
Wanna be by your side
No longer I
But Christ living in me
Serving you
Through all eternity
My eyes set on you
In this race that I run
No longer my ways
Let Your will be done
Make me Your servant
My heart's ever true
Clinging to the Cross
I'll follow You

2008-06-21T01:47:00.000+08:00

Hey, today gonna update on the things during Inspire Camp..

Well, after i went for the Inspire Camp 2008, i learnt many precious lessons about leadership..
I was one of the organizers for the camp, prepared and plan few things for the camp, haha, mostly games.. That period of time was rather busy and packed for me, and im sure its also the time when i was being 'stretched'..

But, all these preparations can never be measured to the time that i spent in the camp. Before the camp starts, myself and some of the facilitators had to stay there overnight to prepare the place. oh! i didnt sleep at all. haha! the next day was the first day for all the campers. What i was really being blessed was the 1st session. the Presence of God was really strong. As i was helping out for the ministry, i nearly cried too, it was just powerful. Wahh.. then boss asked the camp committee to come out! we were all touched by the wonderful love of God! :) After that prayer, i really felt refreshed in my spirit.

After that, we had a debrief. Boss told us about radicating our assumptions and many things would have been prevented. I totally agreed to what he said! Many of our church leaders have this value inside their heart, mind and soul.. Esp when you see Pastor do things, this value can never be missed in theie minds. And i believe this is the most important thing i've gained in this wonderful camp!

And im really proud of my CG! haha. POP you go! POPeye the sailor man, POP POP!!! though you may not have won this time, you have won in my heart!~ You guys are great!

Back form Batam..

2008-06-11T13:09:00.000+08:00

Finally get to blog after my holiday.. The week was so so pack.. Last night went for leader's meeting
with Rev. Robb Thompson.. Was powerful lo.. Haha.. shouldnt have gone to Batam last week so i can go for the svc.. haaha.. But its ok.. Batam was good too.. Fun and satisfying..

When we reached Batam, my step mother, my little cutie brother and Nias was there to bring us to my daddy's place as he was still working. Upon reaching the place, we waited for my daddy. We were quite hungry. Around my dad's place, there are ppl selling different kinds of delicacies. The food there are really AMazING.. The first food i ate is their Rojak.. WAAAA.. the rojak is really different from the s'pore rojak.. Next was the Beef Balls soup.. i have not tasted such nice food lei.. Really cant believe they can be such a good cook. :) haha.. Soon, my dad's back!! He brought to a hotel called the "Romance Hotel".. haha. Then we went SHOPPING!!

WWAAHHH!!! When we go there, it was the Great Indo Sale.. ALmost everything was in half price!!

The second day, we also went shopping.. it was tiring but FUN.. we went to eat A&W too.. tried their famous coke float.. so nicee.. :) We also went to my dad's place in the morning.. He cooked for us.. so heart-warming hor? haha.. i also miss his cooking alot.. Everytime, he come back to Singapore, no time to cook for us. I almost finished the whole pot of chicken feet lo. haha.

finally, we are getting to leave the place, packed everything, OHHHH!! i was so blur that i left my specs at the Hotel room.. got to get a new pair.. so we went back my dad's place. we left the place around 5pm. when we leave the place, all of my step mum's friends came to wave goodbye at us. I was so touched by it. They are really nice ppl. I'm gonna miss them alot.. haaha.

Let me tell you about my bro.. his so naughty already lo. But, still cute. He is super duper active lo. very scary.. ^^

I really misses Batam loads.. After my exams, i want to go there for a longer trip.. :)

Away for an holiday....

2008-06-06T14:21:00.000+08:00

Yay!! Finally going on a holiday already : ) Going to Batam. Fathers' Day is comin. the sad thing is that my dad is not in Singapore.. He have to work in Batam. Thats why my sisters and I decided to go to Batam to celebrate with him.

Whoooo.. i really miss my dad. It has been 4 months i didnt get to see him at all. Every time he is back in Singapore, im always busy and not at home.. But its ok.. Finally get to see him soon.

I will be away til coming monday. im going buy loads of things that i longed wanted. Things that are expensive in Singapore, there's alot cheaper!! haha! im not cheapstake, im saving money.. haha.

Anyway, when im back, cant wait for the tuesday leaders meeting with Rev. Robb Thompson. He very powerful. :) and... it will be held at Jurong West church. Finally i can reach home earlier le. haha. For the past meetings, it was held at Riverwalk, had to reach home late late..

AND!! of course the Inspire Camp 2008! Im getting ready for the fun-filled, power-pack, life-changing and annointed week! ^^

Dreamfactory @ IMM

2008-06-02T16:40:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was supporting Dreamfactory at IMM for Superband! It was really fun and COOL.. :) it makes the older people feel that they are much younger! haaha! Their performance was good! all of them are simply cool.. Anyway, yesterday was the first time all of the bands met the crowd. Im sure Dreamfactory will definitely last till the end de..

well, don have to be jealous of us! :) can always join us as a fan at www.dreamfactoryfanclub.com
and you can be like me!! friends and fans of them...