♥ Friday, December 21, 2007

its been a long time ever since i blogged :)

well, quite busy about a few things though..

breakaway camp, Christmas Service, Shopping, Christmas Retention and more more :)

yaay!!

Christmas is coming :) haha

another season of joy, giving, love and.. of course OUTREACH!!

Praying that i will be fruitful this year. haaha..

♥ Thursday, December 13, 2007

My True Love
Have you ever had one of those encounters or experiences that you knew you would remember for as long as you live? Imagine yourself in desolution and suddenly, your knight in shinning armour just stood in front of you and you simply melted? He held out his hands, ready to hold you as you run into his embrace....no matter how hurt you are or how much pain you are going through....he has a way of easing them? Too good to be true? Think again...
I met my knight in Australia. I knew him all along but we didn't really have a very close relationship because I was busy...busy chasing after things that were never meant to be. He's my best friend...someone who really stood by me no matter how (most of the time) I refuse to answer his calls. He listened patiently to all my complains as I go through my days. He waited quietly for me to talk to him even if it's only 10 minutes. He was the first one to offer me a warm and cozy embrace when I so needed one. He was always there for me when I needed a friend. He laughed when I laugh and cried when I cry. He took the blame for all my wrong doings without asking for anything in return. When I say, "I'm sorry", he'd say, "It's ok, I love you."
I knew that he fell in love with me the first time he saw me. It was love at first sight. Although I didn't reciprocate, he carried on watching over me and comforted me like any good friend would. He is yearning for the day I would be less busy. Whenever he tried to talk, I gave him a time frame..."I have only 5 minutes for you...make it quick", I said. He watched on as I turned my back to walk away, back into my busy schedule. Yet, he never gave up on me. He waited and waited and waited...
That day was my most miserable day. I was crying because it hurt so much. The pain of giving up something I treasured so much. I knew I shouldn't but I was rebellious. I chose to carry on even when no one was on my side. I sat by my bed and cried my heart out while he sat beside me....watching...saying nothing. I told him I couldn't take it anymore, I wanted to go home. He said it's not the time yet. I felt so lonely deep inside me. I had no one. I felt so rejected, so unwanted. All of a sudden, my world just collapsed. I was numbed from all the crying. At that instant, I heard his gentle voice say, "I want you. I promised you that I will never leave you, I will never forsake you. You have read my love letters so many times. I don't break my promises." It was then that I realised what I've been missing out. He took me as I am, not for what I can offer. He saw my brokenness and quietly picked up the pieces.
In his gentleness, he took my hands and walked me down memory lane. He said, "Remember the time you dreamed of me?" I nodded. Of course I remembered that dream. It was lovely...although I couldn't remember a single word that was said in that dream, I remembered the feeling. It was so calm, so lovely, so peaceful, so warm. He said that I don't have to remember what was mentioned in that dream, I only need to remeber the feeling. I did and I smiled for the first time after so many nights of crying. The feeling of loneliness and rejection left.
I took out my keyboard and started singing him a love song. A song specially dedicated to him. I sang until I was totally lost in his love...so immersed in his presence. I never want to get out. It was hard initially, but I kept trying and I made it. He loved it. From then on, music became my life. Whenever I'm down, he would come to me with a song.
I remember a phrase that say "Wherever you go, God is already there". How true? Although that was just a short encounter with Jesus, it changed my life forever. I was never the same anymore. I yearn for more of his love that came so unconditionally. Then I heard him say, "Freely you have received, freely give."

Friends,

this was wat i read just now. its really a very touching story.

lets always be reminded of God's love to us ;) He is always with us during our sorrows and joy.
He will always be there for us.

yea!! get ready for Breakaway Camp! its coming.. :)

♥ Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Today, i was doing the riders' MC file.

As i was doing it, i saw many MCs, letters of excuses and DEATH CERTS...

when i saw the death cert, i got the rememberence of my late grandma.

i begin to tot of her goodness in my life, how she had taken good care of me since young.

My grandma had always been the one who impaced me the most when i was young.
She taught me alot of things, took care of me, the best listener, the best advisor.

But tt were all the past alrdy.

Her death was very sudden. All my family mbrs and me could not face the reality at first.

Sometimes when i got no one to talk to now, i will just rmb her as someone who was always by my side, sharing my joy and sorrows with.

Now that she has gone, i have learnt how to be more independence and stronger.

Thank God for all the friends tt God has placed in my life during tt period of tough time. My CG, the leaders, POS and Eric.

Thank you for your encouragement and support.

I really still miss her alot..

♥ Monday, December 10, 2007

♥ Saturday, December 8, 2007

wow! i reached home almst 12am last night. haha

choose to take cab from Clementi as i was really very tired to tak the train le..
hmm.. actually.. the word is "lazy". .hahaa

well, the mascots are very sucessful done and it really looks cool!

haha.. let me share with you some of the things tt happpened:

Case #1:

we were preparing to paint the mascot. we used the quick oil paint for it. so Mr Loh decided to open the tin..

Finally, he opened it. and stared at us.

Mr Loh: ITS OIL!!!!.........

haha! if you knw him well, he NEVER tak oily food and NEVER likes oil, haaha.

Case #2

as we were all busy painting and trying to complete the tasks, everything was just lying here and there.

and the clumpsy Felicia just step on the paint!!

Felicia: my feet has new designs!!

Ad: be careful your pants

Kim: i think you oso have some designs on your pants alrdy!

Ad: its ok, Felicia. Pst Phil oso have paint on his True Religion jeans.

Felicia: thanks Ad!! i think i look lik a construction worker tdy with paint on my pants.

(poor Felicia hv to pull up her pants while painting the mascot, which really look lik one of the construction worker) haha

Case #3

after we finish everything, we packed up and decided to keep the things somewhere..

so we cary the things and took the lift at the Central Library.

Me, Ad, Kim and Arif were on the lift.

when we reached the level, poor Ad with so many things on her hands helped us to pressed the button but in the end....

no one helped her to press the lift and she was trapped and have to go back to the first level.. hahaa..

Case #4

its was really a long way to the place where we keep the things.

have to climb many stairs and walk a extreme long way (think i lose some weight??) wahaha!!

on the way over to the place, it was still alright cos most of the stairs are going down..

BUT!! on the way bak, it was really tough.. haha, cos all most of it are going up!! my legs are so 'soft'.. haha

Ladies: still very long way?? (complaining)

Mr loh: Yup. a long way

Arif: Relax, ladies. its the 'Stairway to Heaven'..

Case #5

Mr Loh: Kim, what should we buy to outline the words??

Kim: hmm, interesting Qn.. maybe we sld ask Michelle. She is a Art Student

Felicia(in her own world) : maybe can try using mascara or eye liner..

Well, there are actually more funny and hilarious things tt happened.. haha.. these are the few tat 'New Broadcaster Felicia' can rmb so far.. haha..

AND>>

smth happened in the morming to poor Felicia..

As she dont have enough sleep last night, she was so tired in the morning..

she was suppose to alight at Tanjong Pagar for work. Guess what??

she alighted at the WRONG station..

and she late for work...

♥ Friday, December 7, 2007

Hey everyone! ..

Guess where am i now! hahaa.

im at NUS doing Mascot lo. for the Breakaway Camp

im soooo tired and dead beat with so many weird things happening jus now.. hahaa

well, with me are kim, Mr loh, Ad, Arif and roh yu.

now no strength to say anything but to say GOOD Night!!

Stay tuned to all the things tt has happened to us! :)

Good night, everybody..

(YAWN)

♥ Thursday, December 6, 2007

Hey!!!



Breakaway Camp is coming soon!! its real fast!! haaha.. counting down now..



Well, this camp is real exciting lo :) with loads of prizes, games and even a BBQ awaiitng for you!

if you really love food, dont ever miss this chance cus the food are fantastic :) haha Big eaters MUST come and join us!!



With just $20, you can enjoy all the fun and even with a glamarous designed camp T- shirt!!



Wat are you guys waiting for??



Quickly go and invite your friends, buddies, cousins, colleugues, etc etc......... NOW!!! :)

♥ Wednesday, December 5, 2007

:) ytd after work chiong to Somerset to meet Vincent and Xin Yan for dinner cus no ldrs mtg for us, hahaa!!

well, we are supposed to meet at 6.30. Vin was so early lo.. haha.. reached b4 that i do.. and our poor Yan was still at Yio Chu Kang at 6.30. haha

so Vin and me decided to go and walk first, haha.. Vin was still on MC ytd lo. haa.. poor Vin..

so we went to have our dinner at Cidney Leisure :) Kobayashi!! yum yum!! :)

haaha.. dan we decided to go Heeren.. haha.. (actually it was me who decided) haaha. many of you knw why de.. haaha.. we went Ed Hardy!! AHH!! got 50% off lo.. hahaa.. but i hvn got my pay yet! haaha.. see no touch! of course 'he' was working ytd.. hahaa.. he seem to lose weight alrdy :)

haaha.. after tt, we pei Yan go find her sis at Centrepoint lo.. haaha.. from there we walk to PS.. (thats Yan's suggestion lo) haaha.. and all the way we were taking photos lo. hahaa..

Poor Vin, not feeling well dan still got to suffer the 'MO GUI' hahaa.. going to load the pics in friendster but still waiting for Yan to email me lo.. haha..

dan we go walk walk at PS.. it has been a long time i went there le.. haha.. thank God have Vin and Yan lo.. haaha.. if not i feng diao le la. haha..

dan we went to 'play' at Daiso and some shops, trying different kinds of *weird* things.. haaha.. it was crazy man! thank God there wasnt any Security Guards, if not i think we will just get chased out.. hees!!

well, dan we walk until our leg very 'soft' hahaa.. so when most of the shops are close, we decided to HOME SWEET HOME.. haha

♥

haaha!! ytd jus went to make smth to my hair..

well, its no longer hair extension le lo :)

well, ytd i went to help one of my friend, Leon, to be his hair model lo. hahaa..

actually, he is taking an exam for advanced hair colouring..

so cool hor..

haaha.. during the exam so funny lo..

he was so tight lo. haaha.. seeing the nervous face really makes me *laugh*
hahaa..

and he helped me cut my hair for free. haaha

so, when you seee me ,pls say its looks good hor...

haaha..

if not i will let you try my..............................................................

haha!! fill up yourself la.. hahaa

btw, not all male hairstylistd are "gay"! some are very 'Shuai' de lo.. haaha.. opps!! ")

♥ Monday, December 3, 2007

it was my grandma bday again :)
every yr without fail, we will celebrate for her in the chalet.

let me tell you guys smth..
im not very close with my cousins cos i will only see them 2 times a yr..
which is during New Year and my Grandma Chalet.. haha

well, i think this year chalet is different.
its not just only abt the FOOD.. too many to list lo.. its really ALOT.. and i think i had gained some weught just staying there for a night, haha.. just you see!! :)

the thing i realised is all of my cousins has grown, not just the age of maturity. but is horizontally and vertically grown. hahaa.. dont ask me to list the names la xD

next, they are not saved yet!!!

one of my cousin, Yao Zhong brought many friends lo (all guys).. haha.. wanting t oget them saved.. but it really tak a lot of time and efforts lo.. :) trying my best!!

i went the chalet on sat.. and the next day is the first svc at jwest. and tt night i slpet in the morning lo. (mus repent le) haha.. playing mahjong wuth desmond and zheng wei in the morning. haha.. had a fun time:)

♥ Saturday, December 1, 2007

Actually, today im not really in a good mood.

want to say sorry to those who had beared with me (you knw who you are)
thankSSS so much, my friends :) really appreciate it:)

i think as i come to the end of this month, i have many things to complete and a few hrs later i have to 'welcome' the month of Dec alrdy.... SSOOO many things gonna complete...

anyway, today is the last day of the month le, gonna say bye to Nov already

today, im gonna share about the word LOVE.

Love can be so beautiful only... when there's a sacrifice

Love can be so beautiful only... there is respect & trust

Love can be so beautiful only... there is forgiveness

Love can be so beautiful only... there is freeedom

Lastly,...

Love can be so beautiful only... its eternal

Friends, only someone who can give us this kind of love is only JESUS CHRIST :)

treasure it :)

♥Princess♥