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Saturday, November 29, 2008

Went Delifrance with Dear. hmm~ we didnt really enjoy ourselves though...
Dear had a burger meal. look at the burger, its almost the same size as my face. LOL! the beef patty is quite nice. =) too bad, i cant have alot too. coughing =P
and this is mine. Pasta. I love PASTA! but this is the worst i've eaten. the one i cook is even nicer lor! and its quite expensive =(

&the time is 10:39 PM



Every year after a conference, we will never fail to sing this song. and every year this song always keep me reminded of all of my friends, whether are they from church or school. This year is a very significant year for me. My last year of secondary education, many of us are going to different polys and JCs to pursue our education, some if them are also entering NS. I'm gonna miss them! All the times that are spent together. And of course, NPCC, all the tough times and joy we went through as one. all the 'tikan' periods made all of strong!

For church, many came, many went. I really miss every one of them. =)

and, my beloved west cluster. i miss everyone of you too.

Just want to let every of my friends know that, you are missed! many of us are working and studying in different prospects, leading different lifestyles. But, remember, keep shining, keep smiling! =) thats what friends are for!

i love all of you!

&the time is 4:20 PM

Friday, November 28, 2008

Im on MC today! =( and I've been sick for almost 1 week. Since asia conference.

My chest is in pain now as i've been coughing and vomiting since last morning. Everything that goes inside of me will be outside of me too. =X

I realy want to thank God for Dear during the last few days. He always try to be beside whenever i need him. Right now, both of us are working near each other. Every morning, we will either take a direct bus or his mum will fetch the both of us to work. We having almost the same working hours and flexible lunch break. So, we'll try to comprehend each of our time and work load to go for a good lunch! =) And after work, we'll either go to his place for dinner and then send me home to rest, or we'll go to the nearby coffeeshopSSS near my place for dinner. I find everyday to be so sweet and new for the both of us. Though on the journey to and fro from work may not be long, we still try to talk to each other what we have learned during work, the funny jokes and colleugues that we have in our departments and every bus ride and lunch is so fruitful!
Oh no, i think i side track alot le! =x Back to the main thing that i wanted to say. I really thank God for Dear by my side. Last night, after dinner at his place, he sent me back to rest. He knew that i feeling very unwell, he stayed til quite late, taking into consideration that he havce work the next day. He even volunteered to take me to the doctor before he goes to work. Before he left, he took medicine for me and ensure that i swallow them. ( if you know me well, i hate to take medicine )

Anyway, ShreK is really so sweet. Im so blessed! =) Dear, thanks for all your constant prayers!

Now, im still sick with fever, coughing and vomiting. Please pray for me.

These are some of the photos we took during A.C. and credits to cass =)

with the msians ( CHCKL ). we knew them while queueing up. =)

AND the *unglam* photos starts here!

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

'There are bound to be disappointments in life' - Pastor Kong.

Then how many times will we get disappointed every year, month, week and day?

Yes, i was very upset and disappointed for the last few days with certain things. I started to doubt many things. Misunderstandings, miscommunications can really lead to many unhappiness. Unknowingly, these had cause upsets and disappointments, not only to me, but to many.

Many times, i tried to cheer myself up with all the funny things that happened, jokes which people had said, funny remarks that people made. However, i realised all these doesn't run a long way. In due time, all these will be 'expired'. I don't wish to comment anymore things. I know and He knows will do.

At the end of the day, this is what i want to hear.

Matt25:21
"His master replied, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!'

and my master can only be Him.

I really want to thank all my friends for their constant encouragement. Especially ShreK. =) Xie le!!



&the time is 9:10 PM

A leader is an example, a role model in his or her speech, conduct, love for God and people, attitude and spiritual life; he or she is to be an example of faith, purity and consistency.

A leader doesn’t have to be perfect — but people do not care how much you know, but how much you care. God is not looking for gold vessels, but yielded vessels who are willing to reflect the love of God through their attitudes and actions.

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Friday, November 21, 2008



WHEN THE STAGE IS BARE TONIGHT
THERE'S NO ONE ELSE
JUST YOU AND ME
WHEN THE CURTAINS CLOSE BEHIND
THERE'S NO PRETENSE
I'M ON MY KNEES

I WILL LAY DOWN MY LIFE
FOR THE LOVE SACRIFICE
YOU GAVE TO ME
IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU
ALL BECAUSE OF YOU

THE GOD I KNOW
RIGHTEOUS AND HOLY
THE GOD I KNOW
FAITHFUL AND TRUE
THE GOD I KNOW
MY TOWER OF REFUGE
HEARTS ARE HEALED
CHRIST REVEALED

THE GOD I KNOW
LIGHT OF THE CITY
THE GOD I KNOW
STRENGTHENS THE WEAK
THE GOD I KNOW
YOUR HEART BEATS WITHIN ME
AS YOU ARE
SO ARE WE
SO ARE WE

THIS IS MY CRY
MY ONE DESIRE
MORE OF YOU
MORE OF YOU

THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
RIGHTEOUS AND HOLY
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
IS FAITHFUL AND TRUE
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
A TOWER OF REFUGE
HEARTS ARE HEALED
CHRIST REVEALED

THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
LIGHT OF THIS CITY
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
STRENGTHENS THE WEAK
THE CHURCH HE KNOWS
IS STRONG AND MIGHTY
AS HE IS, SO ARE WE

Asia conference is not only the time when breakthrough comes, renewing of my mind and keep focus on Him once again, its also a time whereby i am reminded of what CHC have done all these years- - MS care, a lending support to the poor and needy, assistance to the dysfunctional and needy families, for the terminally ill patients, SiChuan Earthquake, overseas humanitarian work, etc. Watching all the videos that are being played these few days really touches my heart deeply. Nothing matters more when you know that you are playing a part in their lives in their darkest moment of life.

I love to be part of CHC, and im proud to be part of this wonderful and awesome congregation.

Being touched and impacted is one thing, being upset and angry is the other thing. While was having a nice day with good weather, somehow at the end of the day, when everyone is tired, she have to be unreasonable. I really cant understand. I believe she thinks that she was right, well, not everything. Im just too offended to bring up this thing. I pray, in future, she will be more sensitive to the people around her, to radicate assumption. Your 'nature' doesn't make you right all the time. Authority is not to be misused!

Felicia, let go and let God!




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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

This afternoon i met up with ShreK to cut his bushy hair and watch Sing to the Dawn =) hehe. Finally, i managed to catch to the show. =D i like very lok kok lor. The movie was being screened on 30 October and today is 18 November. Keke~

and i love the theme song.



Dreams they really can come true. Just -- believe. You will never know if you never try.

&the time is 8:49 PM

Monday, November 17, 2008

YAY! Today im so satisfied with myself =) This morning i went to Jurongville Sec to help in the GB camp. Though i wasn't from GB, but i very experience with camps ok! haha. It was really a wonderful experience. Doubtless, with my cute and cheerful nature (opps!), makes me feel part of them. When they call me 'officer', my eyes was like -.- haha. but its a pleasure. hehe.

I was in the camp for the whole day mingling with the girls. Some are them are really lame while some are really shy. And some cute ones =) haha.

Needless to say, investing my time with the girls means i can't visit my ShreK. But, its worth it, for Him =) But i really miss him. So happy when i heard that right now, he can consume liquid food. AND! He can walk already. Still remember the day before i went, he wants to sit on wheelchair also have to ask for the doctor's permission. How i wish i can be in the hospital today to share the joy with him.

Matt 6:33
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

Alright, im turning in soon already. Tmr his mum's gonna fetch me to the hospital in the morning.
I miss you dear.

&the time is 12:36 AM

Saturday, November 15, 2008

It has been 3 weeks since i went to sunday expo svc with my CG. This month is really packed with alot of events, which are on sundays. Sometimes, i really feel very bad, leaving all my kids there. Same thing, tomorrow i won't be able to join them as i will be helping out in a GB camp. I really miss my CG and my kids. Finally, i thought i can spend some time with them after my exams, but it doesn't turn out the way i thought so. =( This week, i can't even turn up for CG due to SK's condition. I'm really looking forward for A.C. Its not only when i will receive a breakthrough in my personal walk with God, expanding my capacity to travel everyday from the west to the east, its also a time whereby i can really sit down and talk to my kids. I really miss them and love them!! They are always there to encourage me though im their leader. Their love and encouragement has never failed to leave me. =) I love my kids!

Saying about my kids, i really touched by their love for God. For eg, Charlotte. She's the prayer meeting warrior in my CG! =) She went PMs every single day during the prayer week. She even went for the service PM at 8.15am. She' s always excited for God and BS. All of them have strong love for God. Its really a pleasure when i hear them saying, 'Xueli, i want to be a COC!' Xueli, i want to be a CGL!' 'Xueli, can i have more responsibilities in the CG!' All of them are only the average age of 13 yet their love for God and serving can be so strong! =) They are the most ONS people i've ever seen. Whenever i assigned them to book seats, they never fail to say, no. They are always positive with the tasks given to them. I'm so proud to be their leader! =)

Next, i'm so excited with the coming up, Jurongville Secondary GB! =) Soon, we are going to take over. I'm so excited and eager to see lives changed, salvation made and friendships formed! Tomorrow we are going to meet the girls the first time, praying for favor. =) A wave of revival is coming!~

Today is the 2nd day that ShreK is in the hospital. PTL! He look so much better today! In the morning he called me and said that he can be transferred to the normal ward, im so happy for him. Right now, he's waiting for monday for another scanning. Praying that nothing goes wrong.
We can speak to the mountains of sickness! No weapons formed against SK shall prosper! He shall be healed in the name of Jesus!

I love you dear. And i love you Jesus! =)

&the time is 11:15 PM

Seeing you lying on the hospital bed, my heart sank.
You have been really strong, still smiling at me when you are still in discomfort.
Seeing you smiling really made me stronger.
You still joke with the doctors and nurses when they are attending to you.
I'm sure you are the best patient they ever met.

I really can't bear to say goodbye to you just now.
How i wish i can be by your side, staying beside you.
I miss you. Miss your voice, your presence, your smile and your laughter.

This song is for you =)
I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad,
Carry you around
When you're arthritis is bad
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you
I'll get you're medicine,
When you're tummy aches,
Build you a fire
If the furnace breaks
Oh, it could be so nice,
Growin' old with you
I'll miss you,
Kiss you,
Give you my coat
When you are cold
I'll need you,
Feed you,
Even let you hold
The remote control
So let me do the dishes
In our kitchen sink,
Put you to bed
When you've had
Too much to drink
Ohhhh, I could be the man,
Who grows old with you



Remember this song? this is the song you sang for me even before we are officially together =)
Just want to tell you, I wanna grow old with you too!

Rest well and get well soon ok?
I love my ShreK! =) will be praying for you.

P.S. thank you, zone for praying for him. =)

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&the time is 12:49 AM

Friday, November 14, 2008


ITS OFFICIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


The day has finally come. After waiting for almost a year, SK and I, we are finally together! =) Both of us has been waiting for this day for so long. For this one year, we've really took the time to consider, pray and fast for this relationship. We took this year to know each other better. Its really been a fruitful year for us- getting to know both our past, weakness and strengths.

Thank God for bringing such a wonderful man of God into my life. Not only he is humorous, he cares and encourages!

I want to thank Eric and all the leaders for their blessings ad encouragement upon this relationship.

However, right now, he is hospitalised. His stomach is bleeding continuously and he is in the ICU for observation. Taking this time to blog while waiting his mum to get ready to go over to the hospital together to take care of him. Well, his mum drives. =)

Please keep SK in your prayers. He needs them. =) ok. Got to rush to the hospital now.

I love you.

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&the time is 7:37 PM

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Surprise! is the word described today!

Really want to give everyone of them a BIG hug! =X

Last night, SK was asking me if i can go with him to Esplanade. He wants to sing along the river. So nice hor! But, i was very lazy and gave him alot of excuses to reject his kind offer. haha. No matter what excuses i say, he always give me a way. So, without any choices, i agreed.

Wah, then today, he blessed me with 'branded' chocolates! My favourite! hehe. Really very expensive. He bought 5 dark truffles and 1 hot pepper chilli choc and it was $13.20! haha. YEA! Its CHILLI chocolate! haha! but, i will never eat the chilli choc again. Its not nice at all lor. Can you imagine, chocolate and chilli?? keke~ Anyway, so nice of him. The dark truffles are nicee! ;D
Sigh, but it was raining today. So we found a sheltered area and sat and chit chat.

Ok, so what's the surprising thing that happened today? haha.
Suddenly, my COG appeared from the back and gave me a surprise! I was. . . haha.
So sweet of them, they came to give a surprise. They came to celebrate the end of my o levels., the start of my freedom once again. I was so touched. Really very touched by their gesture. :) They bought a card with blessings written in it and some cute vouchers. Shall update the photos soon. Haha. And a $10 note inside the envelope. They are blessing me to watch a movie, Sing to the Dawn. Haha, which i wanted to watch like so long ago. LOL! But, i going to watch this coming tues. hehe. ( finally!)
Plus, they prepared to sing me some songs. Melvin bought his guitar. Even though they are not very familiarised with the songs, i can really see the effort that they've made. They are really so nice. :) I love my COG!

At the same time, i was abit mad with SK. He knew all the plans and even planned it with my COG. No wonder with some many excuses i made, he kept persuading me to go Esplanade. Haha. But, i know he did it out of a kind heart la. Thank you! =D

After that, we went fellowship at MakanSutra. Its been a long time I've managed to fellowship with them. Really thank God for this chance. hehe. We had fun, jokes and laughter all around us. Sharing all the lame jokes that we have. And of course, SK will not give up this chance to SHOW his magic again. HAha. Mel was so fansinated with what he've done.

Thank you guys once again! I love you guys too! =D

&the time is 8:55 PM

Felicia
14/10/1991

You are Orange Tiger who tend to be cheerful, carefree, pure and gentle sort of person.
You possess a relaxed atmosphere, and although you seem a proud person, you are actually friendly and open-hearted.
You are not cautious towards people you meet for the first time, and be able to act openly to men as well.
You possess extremely honest character, and never doubt others.
You are too ready to believe others, and are not terribly good at bargaining and tactics.
Your heart is too pure for that sort of things.
Your instinct and observing power is weak.
But you are intelligent enough to see things objectively.
Theory is very important for you, and therefore you are not good at fast action.
You are broad-minded person, and are well trusted by people.
You get too busy looking after the others, and may loose yourself.
You go about thing in your own pace, and you possess strong volunteering spirit.
But if something is unreasonable, you are very obstinate not to acknowledge it.
You are a person with strong sense of justice.
You can be optimistic towards life, and believe everything will settle just fine.
You like men who are well-dressed and smart, modern and educated.
After getting married you will be a caring wife, and tend to be busy going about doing lots of things.


Haha. I'm a tiger. But, i gentle and cheerful one. :)

&the time is 2:53 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Sometimes i really wonder what would i be without God.

Without Him, i may not be even exist here. Without Him, i won't be where im today. Without Him, i won't be as confident as im now. Without Him, i won't be able to know so many wonderful friends in church in my life. Without Him, i don't even know what's my gifts and talents. Without Him, i may suffer from depression now. Without Him. . . I can go on and on and on. . There are just too many things. All these things came up to my mind today when i met with someone. She was from church and she's quite successful in her career today. Someone who used to serve God, once commit her life in CG and svc. Although she is not in church now, i guess God is still faithful to her, for where she is today. However, where she is today, is from God.

Whatever it is, i will never forget who is my blesser. I love you Jesus!

Anyway, went for LM today. Its been a long time since i went due to my exams. Oh well, thank all the leaders for the warm welcome. haha. It is really a blessing to serve Him in a ministry, seeing lives being transformed is my greatest honor! :) My greatest pillar of strength, other than God, is my lovely COG. They have really been my encourager all these times. Thank you, peeps.
Anyway, its good to be back with all the leaders. :)

Today LM is the most 'fruitful' meeting. Thank you, Careen, for all the good food. I even bought supper for my sisters. Chicken wings, chicken chop and OTAH! :) Im so full now. haha.







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Saturday, November 8, 2008

To all my faithful readers:

Please help me a kind kind favor. Click on this link http://www.petloverscentre.com/PetMonth/participate.asp

and look for my dog, AH GIRL and vote for her ya! She needs your kind support in order for me to buy her more food. (especially BF period) haha!

Thank you guys so much. Remember to confirm your vote through your email. If you're not sure, can give me a call or leave a msg on the tagboard ya! Thank you! Do it FAST!!! :)

&the time is 10:03 PM

Friday, November 7, 2008

Daddy is coming back tomorrow night. Super happy. It's really been a long time I've seen him. I missed him loads!

Yesterday, Auntie Dessy called and say my dad, herself and Anwar will be coming back to Singapore together this December. It just add on to my joy. Though i wanted to go Batam initially, i was even more happy that they can come over. Reason being, BF period, it will be financially tight! Thank God for a better solution! :) Like this, i can save money to fulfill my BF le. Can you imagine that few hundred dollars that can saved? haha. Its ok with me of there's no shopping. However, i just missed the food over there. Wah! It's a MUST TRY! :)

To her : How come must you CREATE so many problems? We just want PEACE!!!!

&the time is 12:37 PM

Thursday, November 6, 2008




I WILL LIFT MY HEART AND SING
I WILL WORSHIP YOU MY KING
EARTH AND HEAVEN NOW PROCLAIM
JESUS CHRIST THE MIGHTY NAME

THROUGH THE STORM AND RAGING SEA
I WILL NEVER BE ALONE
WHEN MY HOPE SEEMS OUT OF SIGHT
I KNOW YOU WILL SHINE YOUR LIGHT

ALLELUIA
ALLELUIA
ALLELUIA
ALLELUIA
TO CHRIST THE LORD

&the time is 11:53 PM

Firstly, want to take this chance to thank all those people who showed your care and concern on my situation. Your encouragement has encouraged me and is still encouraging me :) thank you so much!

I want to specially thank this person -- SK, the ShreK. All this while, he had been helping me and cheering me up. Though we are not officially together yet, you had sacrificed so much. You sacrificed your time and car petrol. If it weren't you, i don't know how to transport all my belongings. Thank you so much for your prayers and jokes. Oh, 5 more days! :)

Nevertheless, in this situation, prayer is my main 'food'. Today, went for morning PM. It was really great to spend my morning with my God. I felt so renewed in my spirit. :)

Today, i went home to pack up my things again. Expected, she is crazy again. I was just pissed off with all the vulgarities. But, i controlled myself. She broke her promise which she made it yesterday and she want the word, RESPECT?????!! Oh please. Sigh. My things are just too much to pack up! I feel like moving my entire bed and wardrobe lor. and my dressing table. and my mirrors. and my plates, chopsticks, spoons. and my rice cooker and all the pots!! and my toilet bowl!! all these things doesn't belong to her! What right does she have to own them? and of course my TV! Argh! She even wanted my sisters and I to return her the keys????????????????? Im VEEERRRYY superb pissed off by this!

&the time is 12:26 AM

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

It was just terrible day. Its so hard to put in to words.
There's just a limit. A limit in the things that i can do. A limit in the things that i can control.
Right now, i just want to continue with my future and the things that i want to do and the things that i want to do. The past belongs to the past. The future belongs to ME! I hold it in my hands! There's no point for me to brood or cry over it. I know that's not the way either the solution. If you are not going to give way, neither am i. My sisters and i can live without you and even happier!

Lord, i know im imperfect in manyv ways. I see my weaknesses. Come and direct my path and show me Your way. I want to walk in righteousness with You. Things that i cant control, come and take over me. Come and heal my heart right now. Come and deliver me in Your ways. I serve a mighty and miracle God. No weapon formed against me shall prosper! Lord, come and do Your will in me. Let Your joy come upon me again.
In Jesus' mighty name i pray, AMEN!

&the time is 12:37 AM

Sunday, November 2, 2008

I bought a new snack for Ah girl.
She simply love the brand, BURP! She started having BURP food since she stays at my place. Every single time when we feed her with BURP, she will always finish the food very fast especially her can food. Yesterday, when i fed her the biscuits, she kept following me wherever i go. If you have a dog at home, i strongly recommend you to buy BURP products!! :) both you and your dog will not regret! haha.

Ah girl love it, i love it too!

&the time is 12:02 AM

Saturday, November 1, 2008

As i was on the train after CG, heading towards Clementi for supper, this person come up to my mind. Every day, i never failed to miss him. It has been almost 5 months since the last time i saw him. However, his image is still very clear in my mind. If i were to visit him now, it will take me around 4 hrs to travel. He sacrificed a lot for me and family all this while. He has seen my ups and downs, most of the time he was with me. He has seen how i overcame my problems. Though he is not someone who talks a lot, he is someone who cares a lot by his actions.

He is no other than my DADDY!

This is no other what occasions i want to share about him. But i really miss him alot. alot. alot.
I simply cant wait for December. I will only be able to go to Batam during that period of time.
I was still considering if i can go over due to BF. Sigh. I am going to save up and go over! If not i don't know have to wait for which holiday already :(

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